Dissolved Completely.

Helped

Tezhaun held me tightly, I felt weak crying so much in front of him. I couldn't help it.
I tried so hard to keep all of this in.

"I-I'm so-" Tezhaun cut me off before I could say anything. "Shhh, don't say anything. You let it all out Yazzie." He said with gentleness yet concerned. I cried, in his car. I don't know how long I cried until I finally asked him to take me back to his place.
As I walked in the house, Tezhaun's mother hugged me. I started to tear up again, her hug was loving and caring. I know it doesn't make sense but with the hugs I was use to from my mom. You'd understand.
She hugged me and just showed love. "Oh honey..." she released me slowly as she started to wipe away a small tear from my cheek. "You can stay here, until we figure somethings out." She said as Tezhaun took my bag from me gently. "Okay," I said as my voice was slight shaky.

She than lead me to the living room and had me sit down on the couch. She held my hand softly, "What happened with your mother hun?" She asked. I took a deep shakey breath. "We had a big argument....she said somethings to me...." I started to cry but I took another deep breath as she said, "What did she say hun?"
Her voice was gentle and sweet, she sounded so different from my mother.
"She said she wish I died instead of Angel....." She looked at me in shock yet a slight hint of disgust. "Anjelic." I looked her and wiped my eyes with the hand she didn't hold. Tezhaun was sitting beside me, "I dont like this....I knew something was going to happen ever since your father got arrested...Your not going back..."
I looked at her, "She's my mom. She has everything I need. My birth certificate and social security. And my dad was arrested. What can I do?" She was thinking. "I'll figure it out huh, just get some rest. You need it."

I nodded as she got up, "I can make dinner and than we'll get you settled in hun. Right now I'll go into the ktichen." She gave me a small smile as she walked off into the kitchen.
Tezhaun looked at me. "Come on let's go to my room Yazzie." He got up and took my hand, I followed him to his room.

When we got to his room I sat on the bed and yawned a bit. He looked at me and chuckled a little. "You tired?" I slightly chuckled. "What do you think?" He laughed a but and sat in front of me. "Anjelic, let's be a real for a second okay?" I nodded as he held my hand again. "I have to head back to college I'm 7 more days....and I dont want to leave you honeslty.." I sighed knowing he had to go.
He looked at me and sighed. "Just promise me, you'll stay with my mom," I took a deep breath. "I will but I do need my stuff...." he hugged me. "I'll go with you tomorrow. Right now just relax, okay?" I nodded as I released him.

He laid down and patted the empty space next to him, "lay down" I laid beside him and closed my eyes. He still held my hand.

He helped me. Or still is helping me.