Dissolved Completely.

All I have

I woke up, Tezhaun was still holding me. I yawned as I lightly shook him, "Tezhaun?" I said softly. He replied with a groan. I chuckled removing from his hold. I walked out and went to see his mom, she was in the kitchen looking at her laptop. "Good morning.." I said, she looked at me and smiled. "Good morning sweet," she said as it smelled liked coffee. "You want some coffee?" She asked me. I nodded as I walked over to her. She poured some for me.
"Sorry I fell asleep so early last night," I said. She chuckled and said "Its okay sweety, you were exhausted. You need to rest." She handed me the cup of coffee as I smiled. "And I talked with one of my friend last night. She works at the child service office downtown." I nodded as I took a sip of the coffee. "Yeah" I said softly. "She said she'll take your case. She's going to talk with your mother and visit your father in the facility he was transferred to when he was incarcerated." I sighed at the thought of my father being arrested. It hurt me inside knowing it was my mom's fault.

"She also said, she'll talk with you too. To get some information from you, and I'm the mean time. You'll stay with me instead of being in a foster home or group home." I smiled at her. "Thank you so much." I put the cup down and hugged her. She hugged me back, "I've known you since you were a baby, your practically the daughter I never had." I released her.
She kissed my forehead and pushed a strand of hair away from my face, "Oh and you can take a shower, your bag should be in Tezhaun's room." I nodded.
"Okay, I'll go up after I finish drinking this." I took the cup and drank the rest. "I'll start cooking while your in there, and wake up Tezhaun please." I nodded and smiled before walking back up to Tezhaun's room.
I walked in his room, he was still sleeping. "Tezhaaaaun wake uppppp," I said as I walked towards him. He groaned and rolled away from me. I climbed on top of him, "wake uppppp" I said again. He groaned as he opened his eyes tiredly looking up at me. "Really Yazzie?" I chuckled and got off laying beside him but I sat up. He chuckled as he pulled me to himself. "You know your like a heater," I said as he held me again. He chuckled tiredly, "How?" I chuckled and said, "It was warm in here, and you were holding me." He chuckled as a smile formed on his lips. "Well you know I always loved holding you, and besides you were kinda shivering." I chuckled. "Your mom wants you by the way." He groaned as he opened his eyes releasing me, I sat up and stretched a bit. He sat up rubbing his eyes, "Its Saturday..." I chuckled. "I don't wake up this early," he got out of bed. "Where is my bag, imma shower." He pointed over at his desk, my bag laid there, "thaaaaanks." I said as I got up, I grabbed my bag and headed to the restroom. Since I've been here before I knew where things were. Like towels and etc.

After a warm shower, I dried myself off and put on a black plain t- shirt with black skinny jeans. Along with that I just basically got ready for the day. I got out of the restroom and felt the cool air, I put everything in my bag and zipped it up. I heard Tezhaun and his mom laughing. I sighed as I thought of my own mother. I put my bag in his room and headed to the kitchen. "Well seems like we have a big day ahead of us." Tezhaun said than looked at me, "Really all black, come on I thought you'd grow out of that by now." I rolled my eyes as his mother chuckled, "Leave her alone, she looks good." I chuckled.
We ate and discussed the night I had with my mother, she took notes and told me she will send them to her friend. And along with that I get to see my dad, and well my mom. Tezhaun also said he will be driving me around until he leaves. Sadly his mother had to work so it was just us till 8pm.
It was a calm morning until I realized my phone was done charging. It went off, I had 34 messages from Aidan and 48 messages from my mom. Along with that a 35 missed calls from my mom and 20 from Aidan. And one miss call from our town's prison.
Tezhaun heard my phone vibrate multiple times, "Jeez, who the fuc- I swear it better not be fucking Aidan." Before i could say anything he took my phone. "HEY!" I said trying to grab my phone back, "Babygirl come on, he literally is dumb." He said typing. "Tezhaun what are you doing?" I grabbed my phone and rolled my eyes. "I'm not even going to text him back, but my mom texted and I think my dad called me."
Tezhaun took my phone again, "Mmm, yeah. My mom said he was placed there..we'll see him tho. Dont worry." He said, I looked at him as he handed my phone back. "Yeah, now Aidan. What do I do?" I said to Tezhaun, he sighed and said, "Aidan is an asshole. Delete everything. His number, contact. Messages. Babygirl you dont need him." He hugged me and I sighed deeply as I hugged back.

He released me a bit as I released him, I looked at my phone and began deleting everything. Lastly I deleted his number.
I started to tear up, Tezhaun hugged me tightly. "I know it's hard, you'll get through it." I cried in his arms once again. He held me and I just cried fully. Not only because I was ready to forget my love for Aidan but finally feeling free from my mother a little. The relief of having Tezhaun there, him holding me telling me I'll be okay. Its all I wanted, i cried and he held me closely. I never wanted him to go.

He's all I have.