Crash and Burn

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The puzzle broke once i admitted my feelings for Jadon to him, himself.

Nothing happened but things became different. We went back to barely talking to each other, the person i started to trust and be known with was disappearing.

I felt after that things crashed and burn like a vehicle driving with flammable propane in the trunk or the back and driving straight into a gas pump at a gas station.

I should've stayed quiet.

Aidan saw the text. The confession. Crashed and burn.

I saw Aidan's sweet happy smile disappear slowly as he held my phone. I knew i fucked up. I fucked up badly.

Aidan didn't say anything, he walked up to me and handed me a my phone and he said "Go, be with Jadon. He's definitely better than me..." i saw a tear run down his cheek.

It instantly broke my heart. He left me in my living room, i felt heart broken. But honestly why should i feel this? Im the one who made the choice.

I stared at the floor. Felt small tears taking turns falling down my cheek.

I messed up. I couldn't take it, i felt so idiotic for ever choosing someone who i wasnt sure was into me over someone who i knew wanted me. I felt my mind spiraling so fast, spiraling faster than a power drill working its way on the screw.

I felt alone but i knew it was my fault. I made my way to my room as i sat on my bed. My cheeks dried with tears replaying my regret.

Ring.

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