Loving River

Loving nineteen

"You are my blue crayon, the one I never have enough of, the one I use to color my sky."

Semmy Carson

"Okay take a deep breath Semmy" I told myself as I watched my looks in the mirror.

My dark brown curls were styled back, but a couple pieces were still hanging over my face which made it look casual. In my green eyes I could see that they were twinkling with excitement yet anxiety. I wore a light blue blouse and some dark jeans along. I made myself smile as I nodded to myself in approval.

I can do this!

Today was my first date with River and I needed everything to be perfect.

My eyes widened when I heard the doorbell rang.

No no no never mind, I can't do this! Abort mission!

I felt my hands shaking as I opened the door. My eyes locked his light gray eyes and I forgot how to breath whilst my heart skipped a beat, it made me feel breathless. But in a good way. He had the ability to make me forget about our surroundings.

"Wow.." River breathed out, staring at me and watching me up and down. "You look so unbelievably gorgeous Semmy.."

Stupid red cheeks, I could feel them glowing like tomatoes!

"Y-you look good yourself" I smiled, looking at him.

He styled his hair in a perfectly set quiff and once I saw his gray eyes, they were so clear that they showed me their way into his soul. He wore a black leather jacket, with a white shirt that fitted him in all the right places and a dark blue jeans.

Why was he so beautiful? I could faint right here, right now.

"Thank you Sem" He kissed my cheek soft and grabbed my hand, leading me towards the car. "After you my little boy" He smiled as he opened the door for me.

My cheeks couldn't leave me alone again.

I got in, he closed the door and rushed towards the other side. He started the car before driving away towards our designation.

I had no idea where we would be going, but I was okay with anywhere. All I needed was River next to me and I'd be more than happy.

River Allen was my designation.

"Are you ready for this date?" He grinned soft, sensing my nerves.

"I am, I'm j-just a bit nervous" I admitted, looking away in shame.

He focused on driving, but still grabbed one of my hands and caressed the back of it in such a soothing way that it made tingles go over spine.

That felt good.

"There is no need to be. I will give you the most perfect date that you'll ever have and you look really stunning in my eyes Semmy" He told me in all honesty.

I watched him in awe and smiled at him.

I couldn't believe how he was such an innocent angel. He cared for everyone and everything. He was always nice to you without judging and he had the looks.

This boy was not just hot like everyone else thought, he was also beautiful. I could see it, he had this warm shiny glow around him that put everyone in a bubbly mood just by looking at him.

I admired him for his personality. He never took advantage of either his looks or popularity.

"Semmy? Sem baby? We arrived" He spoke up, waving his hand in front of my face.