Let's Make Purple (A Klance Omegaverse)

One...Two...Three

Keith's POV (thoughts are in italics.) Also Angst warning ⚠️ I HAVEN'T SEEN SEASON 5-7 SO NO SPOILERS PLEASE!

I have Lance. Lance can help me through this dark time. No. He can't. He doesn't know what it's like. He doesn't know what it's like to loose everyone you love. He still has his family. You don't. The only way is cutting. They don't care. Lance doesn't care. No one cares.

"Hey Lance" Lance looks up from his computer and looks at me. "Yeah, Keith?" I sigh "I'm going to go and take a nap. Can you wake me up in 30 doboshes? (minutes)" Lance warmly smiles at me "Sure, babe" A crimson blush crawls over my face.

He's just using you. I shake my head to get rid of those nasty thoughts. I walk to my room, staring at the floor. Of course I'm not going to sleep. Lately I haven't been sleeping. I'm doing what I think is best. I'm "reliving my anxiety". Sure, that's what I'll call it. Once I reach my room I head for my bed.

Obviously they know I have knifes in my bathroom so they've taken them away. But they don't know that I have blades behind here. I pull my mattress back and there lays 3 new razors from the space-mall. No one knows. From now on one one will now. I'll keep it a secret. I walk into my bathroom to dis-infect my upper-elbow area and the blades. One I'm done I start.

One because Lance is just using me
Two because I'm useless for the team
Three because I made my team mates mad
Four because I don't deserve this life
Five because no one cares
I put my razors down with a sigh. I clean up the blood and put the razors back. They're still stinging. Whatever, I have to make it look like I have been asleep. 10 more doboshes until Lance comes.

I put a different long sleeve shirt on and lay down. I sigh and close my eyes. I wonder what Lance thought of me when he saw what happened. He probably is just toying with my emotions. He's just doing this to make me feel better.

Finally Lance opens the door to wake me up. "Keith, buddy it's time to wake up." I nod and stand up. He takes my hand and we walk to the lounge where everyone's sitting down.

"Keith do you wanna discuss what happens over the past couple quintents (days)?" Shiro asks calmly yet his eyes are filled with curiosity. "Yeah, cmon babe you can tell us any-" I cut him off.

"CUT THE CRAP LANCE. YOUR JUST DOING THIS TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ABOUT MYSELF. YOUR TOYING WITHH ME! NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME. NO ONE WOULD CARE IF I DIED FROM BLOOD LOSS!" I let out a very loud growl and a very sour pheromone to show that I'm pissed.

I get up and run from the group. I know where I'll go. The place I always go when I'm upset. The 3rd floor supply closet, on the most eastern side. Since no one goes up there I've transformed it into a nest when I was in heat. No one knows I even go up there.

Once I reach the room I put my passcode in. Yes I know Pidge could easily access the system and find my password but I don't care. I enter and plop down on -may I say- the comfiest best ever. I grab my book and start reading.

After 1-2 Vargas (hours) I fall asleep. Hopefully no one can hurt me in my dreams.

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Please no spoilers in the comments. Sorry it's shorter then the last one. Also, please don't say "update or when are you gonna update". I update when I feel like it. Got it?

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