Euphoria (noun): A feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness.
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Jennie~
The doors opened and I slowly walked in, looking gorgeous in my long wedding dress. All eyes on me. Today, I actually feel confident. I feel beautiful.
Today, I'm going to marry the man of my dreams.
I stared at him while walking down the aisle- his eyes glued onto me. His face is blank, literally no signs of emotion. I found that a bit weird. Usually the groom seems happy or is crying during this time, but he looks bored... I decided to just ignore it.
Suddenly the thoughts came back to me... no, not right now.
What if he isn't the right man for me? What if I'm marrying the wrong guy?
I looked around and saw all the guests looking at me so fondly- or is it my dress? Due to all the attention, my confidence level quickly dropped...
And I embarrassed myself.
I slipped, and my heels came flying at a guest. Thank goodness that person was okay or else... I put my head down in despair and almost wanted to give up. I couldn't stand up anymore. This whole event is a carnival show, and I'm the clown.
"Let's go?" Hyunjin kneeled down and helped me get my ass back up.
"Thank you." I put my arm through his and we walked the remaining distance together. What was I thinking earlier? I'm definitely with my soulmate right now. I've never loved anyone as much as I love Hyunjin.
The ceremony started and to be completely honest, I couldn't even concentrate. I've been with him for more than two years, but at this moment, right now... my heart is quickly beating out of my chest.
We said our vows and "I do's" before the priest announced us husband and wife.
"You may now kiss the bride." The priest gave us a big smile, somehow looking like a proud father.
Hyunjin placed his lips on mine. So soft...
My heart stopped and my hearing blurred. It's not like we haven't kissed before, but this is just different...
He pulled away and smiled at me, before the priest turned his head towards the crowd to congratulate us. Hyunjin took my hand and we ran down the aisle together. Once we got out the door, everyone came over and started to congratulate us.
"Hun, why did you slip?" Hyunjin teased me. He gave my forehead a small kiss, and everyone immediately went crazy.
Immense happiness. Happiness on a large scale.
Something you'd only feel on your wedding day, your eighteenth birthday, or when you've finally given birth to an offspring.
It's something I feel whenever I'm with Hyunjin.
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Hyunjin~
"Can you stop calling me? Not right now." I hanged up the phone and went back inside. We're currently at the venue for the wedding reception.
"Congratulations son, you've grown up so quickly." Chan congratulated me with tears in his eyes. (Starts singing Congratulations by Day6...)
"How's it going with you and Herin?" I asked. I haven't seen him in a while, so it's only fair for us to catch up with each other.
"We're having a baby." His eyes lit up while talking about it.
"Seriously? What happened to your condom collection?" I teased him. Chan used to always carry so much condoms with him and randomly threw it at people. Of course, he threw the unused ones.
"Threw it away. It was time for us to start up our own family."
"Yikes, you should have given them to me. What a waste of money." I shake my head.
"You don't need it. Plus, aren't you planning on having a baby with Jennie too? I mean, you two are already married."
"I agreed to marry her; I don't have to give her a child too. So no- I don't plan on having kids." I might sound a bit selfish right now, but I'm not ready.
"But she's the one who'll give birth to the child. What if one day it just happens? What if she comes running to you, saying that she's pregnant?"
"That won't happen. I'm always careful."
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Jennie~
Hyunjin kissed me roughly as my back was up against the wall. I straddled my legs on his waist, and he walked to the bed and carefully dropped me. We're currently at a hotel, just the two of us and this amazing view of Seoul from these big glass windows.
His lips made its way down my neck and onto my collarbone, where he then started to suck on it. He really knows my weak spots.
"Mmh..." I couldn't help but moan.
"I haven't touched you for three months. Seems like you've become really weak." He grunted while grabbing my thighs.
"Touch me, then." I put my hand in his shirt and he then smirked.
Lust.
That's the only thing I could see in his eyes. The love is absent.
