Oneirataxia (noun): The inability to differentiate between dreams and reality.
Hyunjin~
"Well, I mean I can cook... but baking? Really?" I scratched my head in confusion as I stared at all the ingredients.
"Hey, our first costumers have already set their orders. We can't back out now!" Jennie enthusiastically said.
"You mean, Sky and Felix?" I leaned on the counter.
"Still costumers," She opened up the pack of flour, and asked me to get her some measuring cups from the covers. "You try."
I poured some flour onto the bowl, but some got on me. How could people do this so neatly? It's literally a mess here and we've barely gotten anything done.
"Okay- maybe you can make the batter, while I make the frosting. How does that sound?" She quickly blinked her eyes.
"Horrible. What do I even put in here?" I zoned out at the amount of ingredients we took out. "It seems like you got the easier job. Frosting is so easy to make."
"Exactly! I want you to push yourself harder, so that you can become a pro-baker in no time. Everyone would then buy from us." She held her hands up in a "fighting" position. Basically, she's trying to encourage me.
"Right." I replied sarcastically, while studying the measurements and ingredients that Jennie wrote down on a piece of paper.
"You're doing great..." she suddenly creeped behind me and smeared some frosting onto my face.
"Yah- Kim Jennie, I will get you!" I ran to her with some batter on my fingers, and chased her all the way to the living room. She finally grew tired once we got back to the kitchen. "Got you."
I put some batter on her cheeks and she trembled at my touch. Does she really miss me that much? Should I really make her feel loved, even if it's just sometimes?
Even though I actually like someone else...
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Jennie~
We stared at each other's eyes for a while before he finally leaned in to kiss me. Hyunjin's lips molding perfectly onto mine- it felt so good after not kissing him for a while.
I wrapped my arm around his neck and deepened the kiss, as his hands travelled down to squeeze my- anyways, he lifted me up onto the counter.
We kissed so passionately. His lips tasting so sweet, probably because of the frosting. His right hand held my back for support, and I immediately winced at his touch.
He used this opportunity to stick his tongue in between my lips, tangling it with mine- intensifying the kiss.
But then I remembered it again.
"I lied saying that I loved you- when really, I never did."
Those words that hurt like bullets.
His kiss didn't feel so good anymore- instead, I felt violated. I quickly moved my face away from his, and he looked at me with a confused expression.
"What's wrong?" Hyunjin's voice got all raspy.
"Nothing," I avoided looking at his eyes... I'm really weak; I already know that. "Let's just get back to work. We really need to finish up those cupcakes."
"Alright."
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Hyunjin~
We evenly distributed the cake batter into these cute rainbow cupcake liners, and finally put it in the oven before having to wait twenty minutes.
At this time, we awkwardly sat at the dining room without any signs of communication. Should I break the silence or?
"Did you not like my kiss earlier?" I straight up asked. Damn it, Hyunjin- wrong question...
"Oh, that..." she looked down and touched her belly. "You said something about divorcing last time, and I guess if you really meant it... then you don't like me anymore. I just don't want to get all delusional, so I moved away. And it seems like you were just forcing yourself-"
"No, I enjoyed it. I wasn't forcing myself... I really do miss you."
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Fanfiction❝Are you tired of loving me?❞ I close my eyes and count the stars, but I still can't sleep. © DIORTYUN {Illegirl Sequel} Started: Aug 24, 2018 Completed: Nov 14, 2018 ____________________________ Stray Kids (스트레이 키즈) - Hwang Hyunjin Fan Fiction