Mágoa (noun): A heartbreaking feeling that leaves long-lasting traces, visible in gestures and facial expressions.
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Jennie~
It's already been two weeks since I found out. I've accepted the fact that I'm pregnant, and I'm definitely keeping it.
It's been two weeks, but I still haven't told Hyunjin. He's usually in a bad mood or interrupts me when I'm trying to speak. It's clearly impossible to tell him.
"Why don't you eat it? You're so picky." He furrowed his eyebrows while staring at my plate. I really don't want to waste food, but I can't bring myself into eating it. It just smells way too horrible.
"It smells bad..." I complained.
"It's bacon. You eat this all the time," He uttered. "Don't be so petty."
"Okay, okay! I'll eat it." I whispered before taking in a spoonful of rice and bacon. Horrible. I can't, but I forced myself to eat more. I need energy for the first day of school.
"See, that wasn't that hard." Hyunjin took his plate and threw it in the sink. He's gotten used to making me do all the chores, while he doesn't do anything. Literally nothing.
"I can't-" I quickly ran to the bathroom and started throwing up in the toilet. Hyunjin followed me and helped me by pushing my hair back, away from my face.
"What's wrong with you? Do you want water?" He ran out to get a water bottle, then came back and handed it to me. I was shaking while opening the lid.
I gargled some water and spit it out, before taking in some more water and drinking that.
"Do you have a fever?" He checked my forehead but felt nothing. "You should just stay home today."
"No... I'm fine," I'm not. "I need to go to school. It's our first day back."
After being in the washroom for a while, we finally stood up and he helped me with everything. Hyunjin did the dishes and even carried my backpack for me.
We arrived at our university, and separated into our different classes.
"Did you tell him yet?" Was the first thing Nayeon asked me while we waited for our professor to arrive.
"I haven't. I've been so scared... but I'll do it soon."
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Hyunjin~
"You should look through Jennie's drawer." Nayeon told me as we hanged out at her place after school.
"Why?" I held her closer to me as we cuddled in bed, watching some random movie on the TV.
"Just a little surprise." She rolled her eyes while talking about it.
"Mmh, okay." I kissed her cheek and she smiled.
"You're so mean to her. I like that." Nayeon chuckled then told me all the shit that Jennie has said about me.
"She's so desperate." I laughed after Nayeon finished her sentence.
"She's so annoying too. Attention seeker and psycho-bitch." She joked and I nodded in agreement. I looked at the time and realized that it's already nine.
"I'll go home now, okay? I love you, babe." I kissed her on the lips before heading back home.
"Hey." Jennie opened the door and smiled as she saw me. She sat back down on the couch and continued doing her homework.
I went upstairs and looked through her drawer as Nayeon instructed. I then found a white stick and turned it around.
No.
No way.
You've got to be kidding me.
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Jennie~
"Jennie, come up here!" Hyunjin yelled which startled me. I turned off my lo-fi music, and immediately headed upstairs.
"Yeah-" I saw him holding the stick. Oh no... he found out before I told him.
"What the hell is this?" He held it up. "Who have you been fucking- be honest?"
"What? Hyunjin, you know I've only done it with with you ever since we've been together! You're the father. We're having a baby-"
"Bullshit! You're a psychopath and probably just making all this up. Like when you sabotaged Felix and Jiyeon's relationship before? I'm having trouble believing anything you say."
"Listen, I'm not like that anymore. You know that more than anyone else!" I tried hugging him, but he pushed me down onto the floor.
"I'm not the father of your damn child. I bet you've been fucking many other guys behind my back," He stared me down with cold eyes. "You're a fucking whore."
"You know what? I'll raise it myself- I don't need you!" I screamed before running out the door.
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Since last chapter was boring af, I'm going back to school real soon + probs be rlly busy (I'm starting IB this year), someone requested- HERE'S AN EXTRA CHAPTER!!!
