Aspectabund (adj): Letting expressive emotion show easily through ones face and eyes.
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Jennie~
"Let's go swimming?" Nayeon suggested.
"Yeah! Great idea," Sky pulled my arm but I yanked it away. "What's wrong? Don't you want to show off your new bathing suit?"
"No... I don't feel very confident in my body right now. I feel kind of sick too," How could I have fun with the people who betrayed me? Except Felix and Sky, of course. "You guys should go though! I'll sit and watch."
"Are you sure?" Felix looked concern. "Do you just wanna stay in the hotel?"
"No, I'm fine. Just a bit of a headache- nothing too bad." I feel like I'm being torn into small pieces.
"I'll stay with you." Hyunjin finally spoke up.
"You don't have to." Please don't.
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Hyunjin~
"Felix and I will give you your gift once we get back to Seoul." Sky told Jennie.
"It's fine, you guys don't have to get me anything. This is more than enough for me." She re-assured us.
"How about you spend the rest of the day with Hyunjin? It seems like we never gave you two alone time- Nayeon could stay with us." Felix suggested.
"It's okay. I'll just rest in my hotel room, you and Sky could go on a date too." Says Nayeon.
After a silent ten minute ride to a café, Jennie and I finally arrived. We sat at the very back after getting our orders. One iced macchiato for me, a pink lemonade and cheesecake for her.
"I'm really sorry." I didn't know what else to say.
"If you're happy, then I'm fine with it. Maybe it was me who was the nuisance in your relationship- if that was the case, then it's me who should be sorry." She started.
What's wrong with you, Jennie? I hurt you- it was me who was wrong. Why are you still blaming yourself for something you didn't do?
"You look so happy whenever you're with her..." Tears started to form in her eyes. "I'm sorry if I couldn't do that for you."
"Jennie..." I tried to hold her hand but she quickly pulled away.
"Like what you've suggested before, let's actually start filling up the divorce papers once we get home. About the child, you can believe whatever you want. It would actually be better if you don't specify it as yours- the divorce process would be much faster." She still hasn't looked me in the eye this whole entire time.
"Do you really want to do that?"
"I'm tired, Hyunjin. We're really not meant for each other, so let's just stop playing. You deserve better." Jennie said before standing up to go leave.
Don't say that.
It's you who deserves so much better.
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Jennie~
Once I got out of the café, I immediately broke into tears. Maybe I'll regret what I said to him later, but it felt good at that moment- maybe that was the sign.
Maybe we should really split up for the better.
Am I really making the right choices? Or am I just doing all this out of impulse?
I admit that he's done and said some pretty rude things to me, but he did make me feel loved too- in the beginning... the very beginning.
Wow, I must have been so blind.
"What are you doing here?" I heard a familiar voice ask.
Minho?
"I'm on vacation with Sky, Felix and Hyunjin... I should be asking you that. Why are you here?" I asked him in complete confusion. I know that Minho graduated university last year, but I'm not quite sure what he studied. You see, we never really got close. Just acquaintances. I don't think he liked me very much.
"I'm a flight attendant, so I travel a lot. You didn't know that?" He chuckled at me.
"What?! You're a flight attendant? Aren't you afraid of heights?" My eyes widened. "I would have never thought."
"Yeah, it's kinda random. I love my job though! It's so much fun," Minho and I started walking. "How long are you guys going to be here for?"
"Tomorrow's our last full day. Two more night, technically." I clearly explained to him.
"Same! Maybe I'll be your guys' flight attendant- you never know!" His eyes then averted to my belly. "You're pregnant?!"
"Yeah, Hyunjin didn't tell you?"
Well, why would he?
"He didn't. Maybe it's because I didn't come to your wedding? I'm so sorry about that- I had an international flight that day, so I didn't get to make it... by the way, why are you crying?"
"I'm fine," I sighed. Minho isn't a close friend, but I feel like I could somehow trust him. I just need someone to open up to. "Actually, we're splitting up soon."
"What? Why? What did that little ass wipe do to you?" His eyes looked like they were on fire.
"He's in love with someone else." My heart feels shaken up allover again.
"You're right for leaving him."
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Song: Kwon Jinah (권진아) — The End (끝) (the lyrics to this song is basically about a girl who explains her feelings about this guy whom she really loves, but doesn't love her back anymore. THE LYRICS ARE TECHNICALLY/EXACTLY HOW JENNIE FEELS AND ASGWHW OMG THE SONG IS SO GOOD AND EMOTIONAL.)
