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Hyunjin~
"Didn't I tell you not to sleep here tonight?" I baffled while reading a book. I just want to be left unbothered. I want silence.
"This is my house too. I'll do whatever the fuck I want." Jennie quietly said, as she distanced herself away from me on our king sized bed.
"Going back to old Jennie, I see. I hated that." I threw those words at her and she looked really offended.
"So you hate me? We could have broken up a long time ago if I knew you were just going to be like this... why did you even marry me?" Her voice started to break.
"Because I was forced. I didn't actually want to." I started to chuckle.
"You should have just told me then. You should have just been honest..." she turned her back against me. "You should have said "Ihate you, Jennie." That would have been way better than this mistake."
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Jennie~
I woke up the next day, Hyunjin isn't beside me anymore. Yesterday... those words he said to me. Painful.
I went downstairs to go get some breakfast, but he also isn't there. The only thing he left was unwashed dishes. He didn't even leave me some leftovers.
I made myself some breakfast but I couldn't eat it. Usually, I loved pancakes... now I just hated it. It smelled weird and tasted different. All it did was give me was an extra headache.
I decided to go out- to get some fresh air... at the mall.
I walked around for a bit before going to the foodcourt and ordering this really good frog dish, which I used to actually hate... which I now just surprisingly enjoyed. Weird. Really weird.
I was about to go inside Muji to buy some stationery, when I suddenly then felt like I was about to throw up. I quickly ran to the bathroom and puked out my breakfast and lunch. Rip.
I suddenly felt dizzy on my way out, so I leaned back on the wall for a while. It's probably just food poisoning, right? I should really sue that food chain. For goodness sake, it wasn't even street food!
"Are you okay?" A little girl tugged my pants and gave me a lollipop.
"I'm fine." I gave her a big smile and she laughed.
"You look sad but happy. Are you crazy?" Wow, even children think I'm crazy.
"No, I'm just..." I don't even know. I decided to change the topic. "Where's your parents?"
"My mommy's in the washroom. I should go back now, bye!" She quickly blasted away. I'm alone again.
What if... just what if I was pregnant?
No way.
I gained back my senses and went downstairs to the nearest pharmacy store. I looked for a while before finding the pregnancy test sticks.
I mean, I know we didn't use protection last time... but he pulled out. Was his pull out game too weak?
After taking the subway home, I finally arrived and quickly ran into the bathroom. I read the directions on the packaging and peed on the stick, as instructed... it felt awkward. So awkward.
I waited for a bit before looking at the results.
Two lines.
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Hyunjin~
I threw myself on the couch as I got home. Tired, pissed and restless.
"Hyunjin, I need to talk to you..." Jennie stood in front of me while looking down at her feet.
"I don't want to. I'm not in the mood," I massaged my head to relieve some stress. "If it's about what happened yesterday. Don't worry about it, let's just forget about that."
"No, it's-"
"Just stop. Okay?" I stood up and went inside our room.
Why are girls so complicated?
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Jennie~
"Yeah, I just found out yesterday. I still haven't told him." I told Nayeon as we stared at the test stick. I'm still not used to it- it hasn't sinked in yet.
"He's probably gonna be really happy... after a while. Just wait." Nayeon gave me a weird expression; half concerned, half reassurance.
"I'm scared. What if he gets really angry? Hyunjin always hated the topic of having children... and now we're actually going to have one."
"Do you want the child?" She suddenly asked, which left me shocked.
"I don't know..." I held the stick then stared at my tummy. "It's still a human being. It's like I'm basically murdering my own child if I get an abortion. That's just way too cruel."
"I agree. You just have to go talk to him about it." She patted my back.
"I'll try."
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Ok so I have to go back to school in 2 days + I legit haven't bought my supplies yet ahaha:/
