Zemblanity (noun): The opposite of serendipity, the faculty of making unhappy, unlucky and unexpected discoveries.
Jennie~
Everything I do reminds me of her. It feels as if she's still here with me, when really she isn't anymore.
But I have to stay strong for Hyunjin. I don't want to concern him anymore.
What he said is right, we can't do anything about it. Time doesn't stop just because one person has a problem. All I could do now is live, but not forget- learn from my past mistakes.
Time doesn't stop.
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Hyunjin~
I was about to get the mail outside, when I suddenly then noticed a petite shadow hiding behind the gates. I squinted my eyes as I slowly walked over to it.
"Hyunjin... I miss you." Nayeon bit her bottom lip while looking down.
"What are you doing here? I thought you went back to America?" I couldn't even look at her. Everything she does just annoys me.
"I did, but now I'm back. I came to see you... I realized that I can't live without you-"
"Well, I realized that I could. You obviously weren't trying." I was about to leave, when she then suddenly hugged me from behind.
"Please! I love you so much, Hyunjin. Don't leave me for her." Nayeon cried on my back.
"I love Jennie, and you were just there willingly when things weren't working out for us. Now we've fixed it; I don't need you anymore."
"No! You're lying to me, because I know what's really happening. You lost your fucking child." Nayeon ran up in front of me and stared me down like a psychopath.
"What's that got to do with you? Are you happy or something? You're disgusting, I hope you know that."
"You're the one who flirted with me- you should tell yourself that! Yes, I'm so damn happy that your fucking child with her is gone! Because now, there's nothing between you two anymore. Wasn't the baby the only thing that kept you two together? Now that it's gone, you don't have to be with her anymore."
I'm in lost for words.
Nayeon really is fucking horrible.
Before I could do or say anything, her lips were on mine and I became frozen.
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Jennie~
"Yes, I'm so damn happy that your fucking child with her is gone! Because now, there's nothing between you two anymore. Wasn't the baby the only thing that kept you two together? Now that it's gone, you don't have to be with her anymore." Nayeon screamed at the top of her lungs, making me run out of the house as quickly as possible.
I hid behind the wall, waiting for Hyunjin's response. Nothing came.
I closed my eyes for a second, and what happened next left me petrified.
Nayeon kissing my husband, him not pushing her away.
Of course he still loves her.
Once again, I was played. This whole time my guts were right- Hyunjin being nice to me was all just part of their stupid plan. Why am I so vulnerable?
I didn't realize that I was crying, until I suddenly tasted my own tears. Oh Jennie, you have to stop hurting yourself. You can look away if you want to- you don't have to go through this anymore.
I went back inside and saw a big envelope between the bookshelf- like Hyunjin tried to purposely hide it or something.
Confirmation for divorce.
This would be the best for us. He obviously doesn't need me anymore, and I feel the same way. I'll go back to New Zealand and take care of my mother.
That boy ain't shit. He isn't worth my time.
I deserve so much better.
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Hyunjin~
I went back inside, and Jennie isn't there anymore. I knocked on the door to her room and she answered.
"Hmm?" She peeped her head through the door.
"Hun, let's go to sleep?" I grabbed the door handle, but she then hit her head against mine. "Ouch..."
"Sorry, not tonight. I have to do something really important... y-you can't be around. It's a surprise!" She excitedly explained.
"Huh? Fine. If you need anything, just call me. I'll sleep in the other room." I told her and she nodded in agreement.
"Hyunjin..." Jennie mumbled before I left.
"Yes?" I walked back towards her, and she came out of the room.
"Kiss me."
I did as she said, but it didn't even last a minute.
"I thought so..." She sighed.
What are you planning to do, Jennie?
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Jennie~
I packed up all the stuff I needed, bought a plane ticket, finished up the papers, and wrote Hyunjin a letter before leaving the house. Four hours. That's all it takes to end something.
He'll be okay. I wasn't that important to him anyways.
I looked around the place one last time before locking the door behind me.
I can finally breathe.
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أدب الهواة❝Are you tired of loving me?❞ I close my eyes and count the stars, but I still can't sleep. © DIORTYUN {Illegirl Sequel} Started: Aug 24, 2018 Completed: Nov 14, 2018 ____________________________ Stray Kids (스트레이 키즈) - Hwang Hyunjin Fan Fiction