Absquatulate (verb): To leave without saying goodbye.
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Jennie~
I stayed at Sky's place for the rest of the night, since my flight is still tomorrow evening. In the morning, I'll drop off the papers and such.
I explained everything to Felix and Sky. They agreed with my decision- even encouraged me. I love these two so much.
"You'll be happier there. Don't forget to call us everyday though! Please come to our wedding." Sky hugged me while rubbing my back.
"I'll make sure of it. In New Zealand, I'll get to take care of my mom. I'll also finally meet my siblings- you know how much I've always wanted a brother or sister. Now I'll have both."
"That's good! They'll love you for sure." Felix smiled while putting something in my hand.
"A polaroid camera?" I stared at it for a while. I really couldn't understand why they handed this to me.
"It's yours. Capture the beautiful moments, burn the old ones..." Sky gave me a pack of refills. "Don't be so down anymore. Look up and take colourful pictures."
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Hyunjin~
I woke up and went downstairs to go look for something to eat. I made two servings of breakfast, guessing that Jennie's still asleep.
I'll take her somewhere nice today. I'll hold her hand and shower her with hugs and kisses.
After Nayeon kissed me yesterday, I finally came into complete realization. It took me a while, but I finally understood what I really felt.
I really do love Jennie, not her.
Maybe I was caught up by the moment, maybe I still think of her from time to time- but it's nothing compared to what I feel towards Jennie.
I quickly ran upstairs, so ready to hug her once she wakes up. I didn't sleep beside her for one night, but I already miss her like crazy.
I knocked on the door, but there were no response.
"Hun, wake up! I made you breakfast." Still no answers.
I suddenly felt concerned, so I immediately opened the door. Nothing here; Jennie's gone.
I looked through her closet, but there were almost no clothes in there. Most of her other things are gone too.
The desk beside her bed. A folded letter and a ring- her wedding ring.
My hands started shaking as I opened the letter. My heart stopped, and so did my mind. She didn't possibly...
Dear, Hyunjin
I'm sorry I didn't tell you this in person, I really didn't have the guts to. What you're seeing and thinking is right, I did leave. For you and me. It's for the best.
I saw you last night with Nayeon; you obviously still love her. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to see you walk away from me again. I saw an envelope between the books on the shelf- you purposely hid it, didn't you? Don't worry, I've already processed it all. All that is left for you to do, is sign it.
The things I've done before, I really do regret them. I've learned from my past mistakes to become a better person, so please don't use it against me anymore. Don't we all make mistakes?
I'm leaving everything here in Korea. I'll stop loving you, I promise. I'll give you space from now on, and you won't ever have to see me again. Please be happy with Nayeon. Make her smile.
I'm leaving, please don't look for me anymore.
I beg you to sign the documents and let me be free. It's for the very best.
I'll try to find happiness.
— Jennie
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Hyunjin~
I'm sorry, Jennie.
I know you're exhausted from this toxic relationship, I know that you're going through such a hard time... but I can't just stand here and see you walk away.
I can't leave you, because I want to be with you. Not just now, but always.
After reading that letter, I couldn't breathe. I never realized how much I've tormented you, and that's purely my mistake.
I didn't just break you, I completely destroyed you.
Maybe you won't forgive me anymore, but I still want to try. You've always tried to make our relationship work, even during the times when I was already giving up.
You deserve better, I know that. But don't look for anyone else. Instead, let me be a better person- the best person I could ever be. Let me kiss you to sleep every night, let me stay by your side.
I looked everywhere, in hope to find her. All the places she could possibly go to- cafés, malls, school, parks, the beach where she often went to go see the sunrise.
It's impossible, but I can't give up.
It's already evening, the sun's starting to go down quite early today. It's probably autumn soon. I've been to many places today, except one.
"Sky, Felix!" I harshly knocked. I don't know why I'm being so aggressive.
"What?" Felix opened the door.
"Have you seen Jennie?" I asked him, and Sky suddenly came out of the kitchen.
"Yes, but she doesn't want to see you though. Just let her be." She wiped the flour off her hands.
I couldn't help it, I barged into their apartment and looked inside every room.
"You won't find her here. Jennie already left- it's too late."
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Aww sad very sad;)
Song: Day6 (더이식스) — You Were Beautiful (예뻤어) (HUHUH THIS SONG MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. LEGIT MAKES ME CRY EVERY TIME)
