Fanaa (noun): Destruction of one's self; destroyed in love.
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Jennie~
I nervously walked into the airport with my small luggage in hand.
This trip might fuck up my mind allover again, but this could also be the only way to get rid of Hyunjin.
"You ready to go?" I was startled by the sudden voice coming from behind me. I turned around and saw Hyunjin standing in front of me, keeping a reasonable distance.
"Yeah, let's get this over with." I avoided his eyes.
"I want us to have a great trip," He started walking towards me, making my heart go wild. "Once we land in Athens... let's forget everything. Me and you- let's act like old times, back when you still loved me. Even just for three days."
"Alright."
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Hyunjin~
I don't want to push Jennie or make her feel uncomfortable... but if I don't try to go outside the boundaries, we won't get anywhere.
"Do you want more?" I handed my chocolate mousse cake to Jennie, since she already finished hers.
"No thanks." She attempted to look away and even close her eyes.
"What a waste..." I whistled while putting the bowl at the corner of my tray table.
"Well, I guess I could eat it." Jennie quickly snatched it away from me and started devouring it quietly. Just watching her eat makes me feel so full.
"Hun- I mean, Jennie... what do you want to do once we get there?" I asked while admiring her side view.
"Mmh... sight seeing? I mean it's Athens- there's so much cool history in that place." She licked the chocolate off her lips.
"You missed some," I wiped away some of the chocolate sauce with my fingers, making her tremble. "Sorry..."
The rest of the plane ride was plain awkward. Jennie wouldn't look at me, at times I was quite hesitant to look at her too. Sitting really close to her makes my chest feel so heavy- it feels really happy, yet guilty at the same time.
Jennie fell asleep and leaned her head on my shoulders, and I soon felt sleep consume me.
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Jennie~
I trailed behind Hyunjin while he was hauling our luggages into our hotel room.
I felt my eyes widen in shock as I saw only one bed in the room. I turned to Hyunjin and started to continually hit his arm.
"You little bitch! Why is there only one bed? You better sleep on the damn floor or I will-"
"You'll what?" He started walking towards me, making me step back until I was already up against the wall. "Remember our deal? You're my wife and I'm your husband... that won't change for the next three days."
My breathing haltered at Hyunjin's sudden manliness- I've never seen him this determined.
"O-Okay..." I stuttered as I nervously looked down at my feet. He lightly pecked my cheek, and walked off towards the veranda.
The air brushed through his hair, and I swear I've never seen him this breathtaking.
I snapped out of my daydream and started to yell at him.
"Let's go!"
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Hyunjin~
I grasped onto Jennie's hand and she reluctantly tried to pull away, but I held on tighter. I led her to the structure- the Parthenon.
The tour guide talked about the structure and its history. We left the place after taking a few great pictures, and decided to go site seeing all around Athens until dawn.
We decided to rest for a while, so we then went to an outdoor café for fresh air.
"Remember our first date, when we went to a dance workshop together?" I asked her, but she shook her head and denied the fact that she knew.
"Sorry, I don't remember that." Jennie turned her back against me.
"Then I'll try to make you remember..." I made her face me, her eyes shaking as she looked at mine. "Do you at least remember that amazing feeling in your chest whenever we danced together? The feeling like there's nothing else there but just me and you. I always felt perpetual joy whenever you performed right beside me- like nothing could ever go wrong."
"I wish I never fell in love with you..." her eyes started to water as her lips parted. "Of course I remember. Every single moment with you, every small detail- as long as it's with you, I'll never forget. Good times or bad... it'll always remain with me."
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This story is just way too sad lmao- don't worry, next few chapters mighT be a bit more happy?¿ mmhhhhh;)
