Sorry •Muke•

Chapter 10 - Savages

If you like Dance/Electronic music you'll like the song on the side. Yeah, I love it suprisingly so give it a shot?

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Monday morning felt weird. Kellin and Vic has spent the entire weekend at my house, then left the night before. So I was used to waking up to them bickering, or their constant snogging, or having to use the bathroom to change because they would be occupying my room. But, I was all alone, once again.

I brushed my hair over to the side and added a bit of hairspray too so you could clearly see all of my new piercings. I pulled out my black eyeliner that Kellin had given me and applied a thin line of it to outline my eyes. Over my school clothes I had my leather jacket that had, which inspiration from Derek, pins of all the bands I liked placed along the chest part. 

I went to the kitchen, and looked whiteboard that was placed on the fridge. Vic had obviously left it, seeing he did these weird things with his t's, d's, and b's. Kellin also made massive dots on his i's, for some reason. I then read the note.

Michael, we made you a couple things and even planned out what you should eat, how much of it, and what day to eat it on, along with what time. This is going to be a bit frustrating, but you have to stick with us. We also took all of your self-harming things and left you extra clean bandages seeing that you were low. Please, just try and get better.

Love, Kellin and Vic xx

I chuckled at the note then opened up the fridge. On the top shelf, a small container labeled, Breakfast > Monday - 1 piece, Tuesday - 2, Wednesday - 3, etc. I opened up the container and saw a bunch of fairly small pieces of chocolate muffin. It was a large container and was sure to last me at least 2 weeks. I pulled out a piece, which was about as long as my thumb and thick as my wrist: not very big. I plopped it into my mouth and also got a small glass of milk. I waited a second, and it didn't come back up. Today might be easy, but the more and more I eat, the harder it's gonna get.

After slipping on my VANS and heading to the bus stop, I met up with Kellin and Vic who I had grown very close to over the short weekend. I knew I could trust them, they wouldn't rip out my heart, and they wouldn't bail on me either.

Kellin and Vic pulled Oliver to the side and the 2 of us stood together. Oliver actually loved my change which was great. He also said he loved the spiked cartilage ring. 

"Good, it hurt like hell getting it done."

"Oh think that hurt." He said, he rolled the sleeve of his shirt up and under it I could see a heart tattoo.

"Whoa, when did you get this done?"

"A few days ago." I ran my finger over the inked skin.

"Looks great. Oh, and I heard about the eating thing. Don't blame them for telling, but I wanted to know how they could tell I haven't ate in a long time." Oliver's eyes widened.

"You starve yourself?"

"Yeah, and the other thing Kellin and Vic used to do, but they are helping me stop. Hell, after what happened yesterday, I could have been dead if they didn't find me."

"Yeah, what even happened with Luke?"

"He kissed a girl." The look on his face was pure shock.

"He did? But I could have sworn he was gay. He even told him that he thought he was. That doesn't make any sense." He stated.

"Michael!" 

"Speaking of the devil."

I turned and saw Luke running towards the bus stop. He searched the crowd for my look but when his eyes met mine, they widened. He walked up to me, and checked over my new look.