Sorry •Muke•

Chapter 13 - Amnesia

Every time I saw Luke, it was like a bomb had hit my heart, no matter what I thought, I couldn't get him out of my mind. Not just the idea, but his touch, his warmth, his smell, his laugh, all of it, just wouldn't leave my head. It was driving me insane.

Every day, I had grown closer and closer to Derek and his friends along with Andy who also introduced me to Austin. He was just like Andy, only dark brown hair and brown eyes. He brought light to everyone he talked to, and was a great person over all. I could tell he was the perfect friend for Andy, he could use some light.

When I walked into music I did the same I had been doing that entire week, use the back door so Luke doesn't see me. Mr. Collins was in his seat when I walked in, which was weird seeing that he usually didn't show up until half way-the end of class.

"Okay class, I am gonna assign a project. You and a partner will have to be able to perform an entire song in front of the school on December 14th, which is the last day before Winter Break. You can pick any song as long as there is no swearing or screaming." Mr. Collins said looking at me when he said the last part. I just rolled my eyes, while his eyes pondered upon my new hair and piercings for a second.

"Now, the song may have singing, or it may not. Doesn't really matter, both of you may sing, both of you may play an instrument to it. It is just a matter of if you actually perform the song. Also, it must be over 2 minutes long, no longer than 6.

"Also, since all of you are here today, and there are 26 of you, there is no reason for someone not to have a partner. All of you, now I assume you'd work better if you pick yourselves so go pick your partner, you have 10 minutes." Mr. Collin's announced.

The second he said that everyone ran to Luke. I stood and went to the back of the room. I sat down at the Piano and started to play soft enough for only me to play. 

"Get away from me! All of you!" I heard Luke yell, pushing all the girls off of him. He then made his way over to me. He put his hands on the top of the piano, then came around the side and sat down next to me. He started lightly pressing the keys that followed the ones I pressed.

I eventually stopped playing and rested my hands on the keys making a horrid sound which I cut out with the left petal. Luke then placed his hand over mine. Next I knew, small splashes of water dripped onto the piano keys.

I looked over to see Luke crying, shoulders hunched, and a flushed face. I pulled my hand out from under his and whipped away a tear that was slipping down his face. Then, once again he started to play the piano, this time a different song. After a short intro, he started to sing. 

"Even though my friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, even though he's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the tears running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The messages that you sent me, they're still living in my phone
I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah it hurts that you moved on
It's hard to hear your name when it feels I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?