Sorry •Muke•

Chapter 34 - When You Can't Sleep At Night

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"Save i-"

"Michael please help! She is going to rape me please help me!" He cried, that's when I noticed the tears in his eyes and the belt that was holding his hands together behind his back.

I gasped and ran over to him. Only that was when Emili had pulled down Luke's pants and underwear and quickly took Luke's dick in to her mouth. He screamed in pain and my eyes started to water.

Suddenly I tripped and hit my shoulder on the floor. I let out a yelp in pain and looked up. Luke was panting and trying hard not to scream because he didn't want to draw any more attention to himself.

"S-stop." He stuttered. I tried to stand but when I tried to push myself up my shoulder was shot down in pain.

"Emili! Stop!" I screamed though it didn't come out all the way.

 I looked down at the floor, I could hear my heart beating in my chest and making everything around me dark and hot. I then tried to stand once more. This time I managed to get to my feet.

"Oh no you don't." I heard, that's when I felt someone grab me from behind; it was Evan.

"Let me go!" I screamed, trying to get out of his grip. Only he then bent my arms back tighter, hurting my shoulder even more than it already was.

Tears started to fill my eyes but I blinked a few times making them fall before they could block my vision.

"Michael! Please help me!"  My knees gave out and I feel to the floor. But Evan then grabbed my head and made me look at Luke.

Emili then stood and pressed her lips to Luke's. She tried to shove her tongue into his mouth but Luke had kept his teeth together making it so she couldn't do much. Only she then grabbed his genitals which caused him to gasp. She had taken that oportunity to invade his mouth.

"Stop!" I screamed. Luke had tears streaming down his cheeks as the bitch had continued to harrass him. Pain once again struck me as Evan pulled back on my arm, I winced but had stayed strong for Luke.

Emili started to grind on Luke and he cried harder. Emili pulled away and he begged her to stop once more.

I looked up and saw Evan no longer paying attention to me but to Emili. I took that moment to headbutt him in the balls. He released his grip on me and eventually had falled back over.

"Get off my boyfriend!" I shouted, coming over and pushing her off of Luke. I quickly pulled up his boxers and turned to deal with Emili.

"You bitch! What gave you the right to do that!?" I screamed in anger.

She just chuckled, "All you will ever been is a faggot Michael, and there is nothing you can do to change that."

I just shook my head before kicking her head into the ground. It was just hard  enough to make her fall unconsious but not strong enough to kill her. That's when a whimper came from behind me.

"Luke!" I shouted, turning to him and falling to my knees beside him.

He was sat against the wall, his pants still at his ankles but his boxers on. His hands were covering his eyes as he cried into them. 

"Are- are you okay?" He just continued to cry into his hands for a few minutes. That's when I heard a gasp. I looked up and saw a younger girl standing there.

"Stop!" I shouted, trying to stand only to be pushed back down by my injured shoulder.

I heard a slight hick-up from next to me. I looked over and saw Luke look up from his hands.

"Babe, are you okay?" I asked, afraid to touch him.

He just shook his head. Down the hall I heard, "They are down here!" 

I paniced before managing to pick up Luke's larger frame and carried him down the hall to the storage room which I then opened and shut behind me before anyone could see. All I could feel was this wave of pain shooting through my shoulder, as if someone had shot me.

I sat down with Luke in my lap. He cuddled against my chest. I now knew how he felt when I had done the same to him.

"Luke, I am so sorry, I should have been there." I appologized, holding him closer.

"Michael, I'm scared." He mumbled.

"What are you scared of?" I asked. It was a retorichal question but I had to ask.

"Emili had pretty much raped me. I'm scared that it's going to happen again, or happen to you."

I hushed him down as we stayed in silence. I rubbed cirles into his back with my good arm, "We are just going to stay here for the rest of the day." I said, as I heard his light snoring. I rested my head on his and fell asleep as well. 

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I woke with Luke still resting on my lap. His lips were swollen slightly and you could clearly tell he had been crying. I brushed a few loose strands of hair out of his closed eyes.

"Miles away I can still feel you
Lay your head down on my embrace
My embrace
Far away

Pretty little lady with the swollen eyes
Would you show them to me?
I know I’m not that perfect
But you stay awhile
Baby, then you will see

Don’t give up, baby
I know that it's shaky
Just let love consume us
Consume us…

Here in this world I’m awaked with mistakes
But it's love that keeps fueling me
Fueling me to love you"

I rubbed Luke's back as he slept in my arms. He looked so small, so helpless. I looked down at his arm. My name was still scared into it as clear as the day it was created.

"You know, there are ove 7 billion people on this earth. That is 7 billion people you could of have fallen in love with, and out of all of those people, you fell in love with me.

"I have literally liked you sing the first day I ever laid eyes on you back in 7th grade, opening day. With your derpy green glasses and your kakki shorts.

"I am just so glad that I had the chance to actually fall in love with you, and everyday it feels like I am falling in love with you over and over and over again.

"There is a million things I would love to say to you, but to some it all up, I would just like to say, I love you, Luke Hemmings."

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I'm sorry It's so stort, it is 12:30 on a school night, I am still sick and yeah. I really didn't like writing this by the way, seriously it was awful. I am so tired so there is probably a million mistakes which I will fix later. 

There is also something else I need to say, I am no longer clean. I was going onto 4 months clean but today everyone in my family was yelling at me and I just ran into my room, picked up this piece of sea shell that I had gotten from California last week but it broke and I never picked up and I just did it. One very deep, long cut. I'm so so sorry.

That's all I had to say today, oh and my hair is no longer red/orange instead it is green, purple, and blue! I love it a lot but my family doesn't at all which really sucks.

Alright, I seriously need to go to bed, so good night
Zoe