Bestfriend.

~Chapter 14: Insecure~

(Author pov)
Over the next 2 months Renee's bump got bigger, jon wasn't home much because he had to wrestle. He was in a huge storyline for the wwe title. Renee missed him a lot and she often went through painful things alone. Jon hated not being home with her, there wedding was starting to be planned and would be in 4 months. At this time Renee was 7 months pregnant.

(Renee pov)
Jon hadn't been home in weeks, I missed him very much but today he'd be coming home for awhile. I admit I was very nervous because he hadn't seen me in awhile and I've gotten bigger since he's seen me, all the girls at work are gorgeous with perfect bodies and I looked like a humongous whale.
I was sitting down on the couch when Jon walked in the house. He sat his bags down and came straight over to kiss me for a very long time. When he broke the kiss he said "you have no idea how much I missed you darlin" "I missed you too" I told her while smiling he kissed my stomach and Mackenzie kicked. "Hi princess" Jon said while rubbing my stomach. "I'll be back beautiful I have to get the rest of my bags" he said while kissing me again I nodded and he went outside. Jon's phone rang it was a text from a number that wasn't saved I opened it and found a thread of messages. "How come you don't leave that fat whale of yours and come see me" "how can you even be with her she takes up the entire bed" "please jon forget her come with me" "Why aren't you answering me! You ignored me at work why won't you speak to me on here either" the messages said. I already knew who it was Summer... I wanted to cry because she was right.. how come he didn't leave me for her I mean look at me I'm huge.
Jon walked back in and I tried to hide the fact something was wrong he came over to the couch and sat by me "what's wrong beautiful?" He asked "nothing" I said with a fake smile. He cupped my chin and said "Renee I can read you like a book and I know something is wrong" I sighed and said "just a bit insecure that's all" "why do you feel like that?" "I kinda read the messages summer sent you" I whispered he sighed and said "she wouldn't leave me alone at work and she got my number from paige, since you won't talk to Paige I guess that pissed her off" "I'll kick summers and Paige's asses" i told him he smiled and kissed me. "Darlin I don't care if you have 10 of my kids you will always be absolutely stunning to me, you take my breath away every time I see you" I smiled at him and said "thank you baby" he kissed me and said "I don't want you to ever for a second think that I don't think you are beautiful" I nodded and he rubbed my stomach and kissed it. "Hi princess I can't wait for you to get out of there so we can meet you" I smiled at him. "How is Seth holding up?" I asked him "he's actually doing better, him and Rome are talking a little more but Paige is dead to him" he said walking in the kitchen. "That's good I'm happy for him" I said just then Jon's phone rang again... from summers number "Jon come in she's FAT! Forget her!" His phone was by me so he didn't know I was reading it. I read it and tried not to cry. "Hungry darlin?" Jon asked from the kitchen I was hungry but I didn't want to be a pig. "No thank you" I said to him he looked at me in confusion. "Okay" another text from summer a picture of her flat stomach. "You know you want this" it said. Jon came and sat next to me he picked up his phone and read the message "dumb fucking bitch" he mumbled and blocked her number for the 3rd time. Tears started to fall down my face as I couldn't take it any more, I hid it as best as I could from Jon

(Jon pov)
I was watching tv with Renee when I looked over and saw her crying. "Darlin why are you crying?" I asked her she got up and said "give me a minute" while wiping her tears she walked into the bathroom and closed the door I walked over to the door and I heard her sobs. "Damn it" I whispered to myself.. she saw summers texts. Obviously I wasn't making it clear enough that I found her absolutely stunning even when pregnant "darlin" I said while knocking in the door "yes" she said through sobs. "Please let me in" she opened the door and she sat down on the bathtub i sat next to her and looked at her I wrapped her in my arms tightly and said "Renee when I first saw you I couldn't believe how beautiful you were and still are. I felt like time stopped and it was just you. You are the only woman that has that effect on me. Each and every time I see you my heart skips a beat. And the fact that I get to call you my finance and the mother of my child takes my breath away, no woman can ever take your place, you are incredibly sexy pregnant or not pregnant, I would love to take you in that bedroom pull all of your clothes off and F-" she covered my moth and said "do not say what I think you're gonna say" "I was gonna say and make love to you" "sure you were" she said laughing a bit. "Seriously though darlin I hate when you be insecure it makes me feel like I'm not telling you you're beautiful, and I don't ever want you to feel like you're not beautiful" I kissed her hard and my hands roamed her body "jon" she mumbled against my lips "I know, we can't do it until Mackenzie is out of there" we both smiled and walked out of the bathroom to finish watching tv together