I'm afraid
Afraid to show the pain
Afraid to show the fear
Afraid that if I smile
I'd just be left in tears
So unclear
Like looking through ice
Blurred shapes
Creating shadows
And liquid made with lies
"I love you"
Lies like that
If you did you wouldn't have left
You wouldn't have chased them
If you did you would have looked me in the eyes like a man
You wouldn't be afraid
You wouldn't hurt me so
Now I'm bent on self destruction
And a painful colorless glow
What have you done to me
Oh boy, you wouldn't want to know
For a monster
Is a monster
And they'll all put on a show
For the animals are still wild
You just dare not sink so low
