My Crush | ksj

26 - Preparations

It had only been four days. Four days of avoiding Seokjin's looks, sitting separated at lunch and ignoring the hurt plastered over his face. And I already couldn't take it anymore. At least, not all of Taehyung's friends were assholes, which made eating at their table a bit more bearable - but I couldn't help stealing glances at everyone else having fun without me. Those were my friends, not these douches whose only topic was 'how to bang girls'. Though I was pretty sure that some of them hadn't even spoken to a woman, like ever. For example, Sehun, a tall and charismatic guy who fumbled with his words like a third-grader whenever I talked to him. Kind of funny.

"Tae-Tae, you going to that upperclassmen party tonight?", Jeonghan asked, ruffling my boyfriend's hair. It really wasn't easy for him to be one of the youngest. But thinking of that party, Jimin had been trying to invite me for the past few days. Considering that the host was Jackson Wang, I already knew that EVERYBODY was going to be there. So I had declined, wanting to avoid conflict. However, now that I rethought it, was such a big event not the perfect opportunity to forget my worries and have some fun? And maybe even talk to Seokjin – no, I should stop being selfish.

Speaking of Jin, my first instinct had been to tell him of the situation, this entire porn video mess, but Namjoon had explicitly asked me to not talk about it because somehow, there were no secrets at this school. And I could understand where he was coming from and honestly, this was not the time for me to disrespect his wishes.

Taehyung ripped me out of my thoughts by answering Jeonghan "Sure, if Hayoonie wants to go", he fixated me, calmly chewing his food.

That was... interesting. Actually, it would be good to please Taehyung in some way, considering he was kind of a ticking bomb. So I nodded, putting on a not-totally-fake smile. My boyfriend looked pleased, returning to his meal. Now things were gonna get interesting again.

"Honestly, it's KIND OF weird that you're there as Taehyung's +1 when you could've just went on your own", Jimin furrowed his brows, his legs dangling above the ground since my desk chair was set to its highest setting. Cute.

I shrugged "But I'm his girlfriend. And he would've gotten mad again if I went with you guys"

Jimin clicked his tongue "And by us, you mean Seokjin" Well, he certainly wasn't wrong.

"Don't worry, it's gonna be fine. I'll just spend some time with Taehyung and then 'lose him in the crowd' to hang with you", I nudged my best friend's head.

He pursed his lips, not totally satisfied.

I turned around to my closet, contemplating which outfit to wear. There was a black floral dress, but in my opinion it was too skimpy. "That one", Jimin had snuck up behind me, stretching his arm above my shoulder to point at a red jumpsuit. Since he was way more fashionable than me, I just nodded and took it off the coat hanger, sliding off my school uniform.

"Whoah, looks amazing!", Jungkook's voice blasted through the speakers of Jimin's phone, making me jump up in shock.

"YOU CAN'T JUST FACETIME PEOPLE WHILE I'M HALF NAKED CHIMCHIM", I screeched, covering up my exposed body.

My best friend broke out into laughter, Kookie's bunny smile on the display "Don't worry, I didn't look!"

I sighed "You guys, I swear", and continued getting ready. Somehow, I couldn't help but feel uneasy about the upcoming events.

A/N: GUYS I'M SO SORRY, i had to study and meet friends and take care of important stuff but HERE I AM with a terribly short chapter SORRY please enjoy anyway :( I'm trying my best to write whenever I can, I promise! Love you all, have an amazing day ♥