My Crush | ksj

Epilogue 2 - Future

Can you believe it? The two of us, standing here, united. It's like a dream come true, isn't it?

I want to thank you. For believing in me. For saving me. Because you are what pushed me to fight, to better myself, to figure out who I am. No, you made me who I am. People often tell us that we're similiar. They say we're good people, sometimes even too kind. It's an honour and I owe it all to you. 

Sometimes I dream of the first time I saw you - at school, of course. It hit me right then and there, this was what love must feel like. It was difficult for us, but we managed. And everytime I felt like giving up, I thought of your smile, your kind words and your neverending caringness. I'm sure you remember all the hardships we had to pass, but through it all, we stuck together. And even after we said those hurtful words in the snow, I once again realized how much I loved you. Dealing with those emotions felt weird and unfamiliar. But now it doesn't.

At my graduation, we walked in together. Nobody could stop us, two people in love. I honestly don't know if I was more excited because of my perfect diploma or your beautiful smile. You told me how proud you were - and that evening, I introduced you to my parents. My mother took me aside and told me that you were the man I should marry, grow old with and give her grandchildren. Back then, at my measly eighteen years, it overwhelmed me. But now it doesn't.

In college, you were a year ahead of me. Whenever you told me about your lectures, the facts you had learned or your annoying professors, I wanted to listen forever. Your intelligence still amazes me. When I failed my exams because of some horrible virus, you held me as I cried. Back then, when I was only 20, being this vulnerable scared me. But now it doesn't.

And do you remember when we set up Jimin's proposal for Yoongi? It was a load of work and I thought I'd go crazy dealing with all the people involved, but you comforted me. As we got ready for their wedding, you said I'd look georgous in a white dress. And during their vows, I couldn't get that thought out of my head - marrying you. Truth be told, it threw me off. Had we gotten to that age already? Back then, at 22, it confused me. But now it doesn't.

Last year, when my father passed away, I felt like there was no air left to breathe. But through all my pain and my grief, you were there. There was not a single second where I doubted your love, because you kept reassuring me. I cried for hours when you told me that you visited his grave to promise him. Promise, that you would always care for me and protect me from the harms of this world. Back then, it hurt to think of a future without my father. But now it doesn't.

Because of you. Because of the way you treat me everyday. You heal me, take care of my wounds and pick me up when I fall. On the day of your proposal, so much went wrong. Jungkook's car broke down and we were stuck on the highway for hours. You forgot the ring at home and we never even went to that fancy restaurant. But when we finally entered our house, you dropped down on one knee and made me feel like no bad things ever happened to me. Back then, with 24 years, being the perfect wife you deserve seemed impossible to me. But now it doesn't.

And as we stand here, I promise to give my best to make you feel the same. Loved, cherished and supported, no matter what. I promise to give you my heart, my body and my soul until the day we die. I promise to stay by your side the way you stood by mine. I promise to make you feel butterflies everyday, just like you do to me. Forever.

Kim Seokjin, I love you and most importantly -

Yes, I do.

A/N: You wanted it, you got it! The wholesome content we all needed lmao. I've thought about whether this story should get a second book but the answer is no - I feel like there's no conflict left to resolve in Hayoon and Jin's lives. The only possibility I see is for me to follow up on Taehyung's future. Maybe I'll do that one day. Speaking of Taehyung - some of you (including myself) felt like he got done so dirty in this story, he just needs some redemption! And oh boy, do I got the perfect story for you! 'Liability', which I just published (https://www.wattpad.com/723797277-liability-kth-i-theft) is a twist on the typical BadBoy!AU, and it's gonna be full of wholesome TaeTae content so please check it out!

Lastly, Wattpad decided to delete my covers a few days ago and luckily I had most of them saved, but not the one for this story, hence the hastily edited current one :( If any of y'all feel like creating a cover for me, I'd be super grateful! Have an amazing day ♥