Behind the Pain

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" Are you nervous?" I asked Andrea while sitting next to her in the hopsital. She was getting taken to the other hopsital later this afternoon so until than I'm hanging with her and keeping her company. Paul has called a couple of times wondering if I'm heading to the studio, but since my album is out and Bad Meets Evil is about complete I've chosen to have these last couple of days of. Trust me, I can tell Paul is suspicous about my feelings and keeps wondering Why i hadnt really left the hospital these last couple of days.

" Kind of. I've been speaking to mum a lot and she's been trying to calm me down, keep my nerves a bay" She explained, trying to look like she was okay with the operation about to happen in a couple of days but I can tell she is really petrified but doesnt want to show it because of her boys.

" She's been going on about how she was quite surprised to hear Eminem answer my phone" She conitnued joking, making me laugh as I remembered the reaction from her mother when I rang to tell her about Andrea. She knew she was working with me, but she didnt expect us to be that close where I'm picking up her phone.

" Sorry about that, she kept calling you and I thought she should know what was going on" i explained hoping she doesnt get angry that I answered her phone, it wasnt like I was going through her phone there was no reason to. Luckily she didnt hear the voicemail I left her because Royce deleted it before she had a chance, I know that was probably wrong of us to pry through her phone, but trust me it would have just made everything more complicated and right now Andrea doesnt need any complications in her life, thats why I'm keeping my feelings towards her to myself.

" you dont need to apologise, it actually made her day" she smiled as she gave me her reassuring look. For some reason seeing her smile makes me feel all happy inside and I cant seem to turn away from staring at her even though i should be trying to push these feelings away.

" Andrea!!!!!!" I heard a little girl cheer from the doorway, making Andrea and I drop our connection and look towards the door. I was very surprised to see Whitney come running in looking all very happy as Hailie and Alaina Followed close behind.

" Hey, Whit" Andrea cheered back acting all happy as Whitney tried to give Andrea a hug but was a little bit to small to reach.

" I thought I told you guys Andrea needs to rest" I smirked trying to act like the responsible parent, but knowing very well they were going to come along and see her. I told them she needed to relax and I would take them round after her operation, but since my girls are very much like me and there mother i knew anything I say wasnt going to change there minds, they wanted to come to see Andrea.

" You did, but since we know how boring your company can be sometimes, we thought we would bring some girl magazines in for when you have to go to the other hospital" Hailie explained showing me all her attitude that a teenage girl has. Maybe she is right about me being bad company sometimes and people get sick of me.

" OH thanks guys. I could really do with catching up on the gossip" she happily replied, I could tell she was generally pleased about the girls bringing in some magazines. I was going to bring some in but that would mean I would have to go to the shop and buy them, which I have no clue on gossip magazines.

The girls all gathered round and started chatting there heads of to each other leaving me sitting there astonished that a group of girls could talk so much. My girls were talking to Andrea about there long weekend and what was coming up at school. Even though she probably wasnt that interested in anything they were saying, she still sat there listening with a smile on her face.

" Come on, I think we should let Andrea get some rest" I said after a while of them catching up knowing very well Andrea needed to rest before she is taken to the other Hospital. I guess she should have a nap since she can barely keep her eyes open