Behind the Pain

Stuffing up

" Thankyou so much for this, Man the boys will love having something different for Dinner" I polietly said, taking the Casrole Royce's wife Kathy made for me. Royce and Her have come over to check up on me and to give me some Dinner she has made for me and the boys.

" So its been nearly 4 weeks, Hows the radiation Treatment going?" Royce asked, taking the cup of Coffee I have made him and Kathy and walking over to the table.

" A lot better Actually. I feel really really good" I replied Happily. Its been 4 weeks and a lot has changed over this time. I am now capable of eating normal meals and after having my treatment for the day i can atleast stay awake till my boys get home and spend some time with them. I managed to keep my promise about being my old self and being the woman I want to be and not let this treatment get me down. Its been working out quite well, even though the tablets still make my head weird I push the feelings away and try to cope with the dizziness because I cant let this overpower me.

" Yeah you look really good by the way." Kathy said taking a seat next to Royce and begining to catch up on things that have been happening. Well not much has been happening for me, I cant even really leave the house so everyday its the same routine over and over again, pretty dam Boring to be honest. So instead I just sit there listening to Royce and Kathy talk about normal things including work, Family and of course Marshall popped into the conversation a lot.

" Have you seen him recently?" Royce asked even though he probably already knows the answer since he has just spent a week with him away in New York.

" Nah not since he went away, but I'm planning on stopping by his studio,Hailie wanted me to get her something from Australia and its just arrived" I answered knowing Hailie is going to love the jacket she bought which can only be bought in a shop in Sydney, since my mother has recently been off work as wellshe offered to send it through to me, knowing she is going to love the jacket.

" Im guessing he didnt tell you about the new girl working with him" Royce asked, stumberling a little because I dont think he knew what to actually say to me. Hearing him mention a new girl working with Marshall kind of made my heart sink knowing someone was doing the job I desperately still want to do and miss so much. I wonder if she is like me? and if Marshall is happy with her?

" Nah he didnt, I bet you she is pretty" I smirked knowing Marshall way to well and after seeing the other females that work for him there is no doubt that she is gogeous and just his type. I kind of feel like a fool knowing I played right into his little trap, even though Jimmy hired me, from the start Marshall wanted to sleep with me just for the sake of it and did everything and said everything to charm his way into my heart. Like Always I'm the one who got hurt.

" young, likes to wear Skimpy clothes and flirt with Marshall but has no idea what she is doing" Royce replied, pretty sure forgetting that his wife is sitting right next to him.

" I dont think she wants to hear that Royce" Kathy mumbled beside her giving Royce a glare because his description of the new girl wasnt really want I wanted to hear, espcially today since I havent seen Marshall and all i've been thinking about is him even when I dont want to

" Sorry" he apologised seeing the sadness come over me after hearing the description of the girl and how she is flirtying with him, which he probably loves it knowing Marshall and is probably already charming his way into her Pants if he hasnt already made home base Yet.

" It wasnt Marshall's choice and from the way he always is talking about you, I dont think he has really noticed the new Girl" He added hoping it eases the pain and my hurtness a little bit, but after spending a lot of time with Marshall and already being hurt by him I can tell Royce is just saying anything to make me feel better, but we all know Marshall is probably loving working with a young Desperate Girl who would do anything to get with Eminem.