Behind the Pain

Teenage Realization

Marshall p.o.v

" trust me they have been acting really weird these last couple of days." Marshall said from beside me as we all hung out in his dressing room. The last concert for the home to home tour was finally here and I'm busy filling out the sheets while Marshall calms down from just having to perform.

" maybe Hailie is just trying to make up for what happened" I said as I glanced up from my work to see Marshall smirking at me. This last week or so has been really good with Marshall, I know it's still early days but i can see how hard Marshall is trying.

" yeah maybe your right" he replied smiling at me as the other guys loudly mucked around. We still haven't had sex with each other since our date and just by the way we keep smirking and acting you can already feel the sexual tension arising.
I continue on with my work while Marshall continues talking and making me laugh.

" you know you can go hang out and go talk to the guys" i comment after noticing how he keeps talking to me even when I'm not being that much fun to be around.

Marshall just looks at me
" yeah i know but I'm fine just here......Unless I'm annoying you" he said smiling showing me how contempt and comfortable he is resting beside me as I finish these dam papers. Not once does he care or worry that the guys want his attention, he seems fine and contempt talking to me.

" No.... I just don't want you to think that you have sit here and keep company while the guys are mucking round" I said knowing how hard it must be for Marshall to be considerate to me but also to be able to enjoy himself and have guy time.

Seeing how him resting beside me was not worrying me at all Marshall began quietly talking to me again, but as time went by I noticed him drifting of to sleep having a nap while waiting to go on and so some songs with Jay. Glancing beside me he seems so dam adorable sleeping, resting his head back while his hoodie tried to cover his face like sleeping was a sense of vulnerability to him. I so wanted to wrap a blanket around him and hold him close but seeing how that would just be girly and a little strange especially for the guys around, so instead I just have to sit here acting normal while deep down I'm thinking about Marshall.

" Yo Marshall, have I got some fun organized for you" the alchemist walked in yelling obvisiouly not knowing that Marshall was sleeping or just simply not caring. Straight away I feel Marshall jump slightly as Royce makes a comment about waking him up.

" sorry didn't know you were asleep" he apologized after figuring out what Marshall was doing, I guess since the room is filled with guys joking and acting like immature teenagers he didn't expect Marshall to be sitting beside me sleeping.

" don't worry about" he mumbled not wanting to make a fuss over being woken. Marshall's a lot like me he never makes a big deal over small things like this and just let's it all pass.

" maybe it's good if you do get some sleep... Because Man this party is going to be hectic tonight" the alchemist cheered getting all excited as the other guys start listening in as well, but Marshall didn't really seemed that aware of what he's talking about.

" ummm am I missing something?" He asked looking around and wondering why all the guys seemed to get more excited just hearing about some party. Just like Marshall I'm not really sure what they are talking about or what they've planned.

" okay so it was meant to be a surprise but I'm too excited. We've organized a party in your honor in one of the suites back at the hotel" he said getting really excited and acting over the top with happiness. As soon as he mentioned party I knew what kind of party he was talking about and what kind of people would be invited.
I Also noticed how Marshall tensed up beside me knowing very well he's also figured it out as well.