Let's dance

Feelings

"You can lay him down on the bigger couch...or in my bed so he won't fall down." Magnus said when he opened the front door to his house and Alec was carrying Max who fell asleep in the car. They were shopping since 9am and it was now 3pm so it was really exhausting for Max who didn't even complained once. "I think the couch would be okay. I don't want him to be scared when he wakes up and doesn't know where he is." Alec answered kicking off his shoes when he was in the entrance hall of Magnus house. "Yeah that's true. There is a blanket at the side. I'm outside and filling the pool." Magnus whisper yelled already walking to the door which led to the garden. Alec laid Max carefully down on the couch and pulled a light blanket over Max body who didn't even moved a little. Alec walked outside and was stunned again by the beautiful view Magnus had in his garden. "The little one is for Harper and the smaller one is for Max and Carter." Magnus explained and started to inflation the little paddling pool for Harper. "Magnus, you know you didn't have to buy all that? I mean your whole car is full and you bought two pools." Alec answered and Magnus stopped with what he was doing smiling softly at Alec. "Alexander, I want the kids to have fun and it is so hot. I'm sure they will like it." Magnus said and Alec shook his head with a soft frown. "I never said they wouldn't like it I only said that you didn't have to spend all the money." Alec sighed a bit and Magnus got up gripping the hem of Alecs shirt. "It was my pleasure to spend all the money and by the way if you think that was already a lot of money you don't want to see how much I spend for cloths." Magnus chuckled and Alec looked a bit down to look in Magnus eyes. "Thanks and you look great in your cloths." Alec answered and Magnus blushed a bit because of Alecs compliment. Alec got more and more comfortable with giving compliments but he was also getting comfortable with reciving them. Magnus leaned in and their lips met for a soft kiss that got a little bit out of hand when their lips danced with each other. Alec was the first one who pulled back feeling his heart beat a bit too fast for his liking but Magnus understood it. "Let's get water in the pools." Magnus almost whispered with a really soft smile and Alec nodded also smiling softly. "Heii!" Alec complained when Magnus slapshed a bit water at him and made Alecs white shirt wet. "What?" Magnus asked innocently placing his hands on his hips and Alec narrowed his eyes. "Just wait...I will get you for that." Alec said with an evil but still playfull voice and in the next second he was chashing after Magnus who ran away from Alec. "I will get you." Alec yelled and Magnus was laughing while he was running but he was too slow and Alec caught him. Alec caught Magnus and lifted him up which made Magnus giggle. "Let me down, Alexander!" Magnus cought out between his wild laughter and Alec let Magnus down again smiling brightly at him. Magnus lifted his hands and laid his hands on Alecs cheek smiling weirdly at him. "It is so beautiful when you smile." Magnus said with a soft voice and Alec saw this feeling in Magnus eyes that totally confused him but at the same time it gave him a warmth he never felt before. This feeling he saw in Magnus eyes almsot brought tears in his eyes but he didn't know why. Alec wasn't quiet sure what this feeling was but he knew it was stronger than every other feeling he knew before. "We...uhm...we should start to cook." Alec stuttered after they just looked in the eyes of each other for a long moment. "Yeah...you are right." Magnus answered with an almost breaking voice at the end. For the first time since he met Alec and heard his story Magnus was scared. Magnus felt a fear that was sitting deep down in his bones and giving him a heart beat faster than the heartbeat of a rabbit. The feelings he felt were slowly getting so huge that he wasn't sure how to handel them. The feelings Alec gave him were complicated and also so confusing but most of all they were beautiful. All Magnus knew that his feelings were strong and he didn't know how long he could keep that to himself. Today he felt so stupid in the shopping center because he had to wear sun glasses and also a cap. He didn't want their shpping to get interrupted and he also didn't want that people talked about his love life. Magnus promised himself to protect Alec from any kind of danger and that also meant he had to protect him from the hate people spread. Not everyone was nice in Magnus fandom and he remembered how much hate Camille got from some people...not that she didn't deserved it but Alec wouldn't. Alec would never deserve any hate and Magnus wouldn't let anyone hurt him again. "Hey you're okay?" Alec asked a bit concerned and Magnus realized he didn't move from the place he stood a few minutes ago. "Oh...uhm yes I was just thinking about us...you know...the whole hiding stuff." Magnus answered honestly because Alec didn't deserve his lies and he was also afraid he would destroy Alecs trust with that. "Oh...it is actually a good decision I think. I want to figure that out for ourself before everything gets puplic." Alec said with a little smile and Magnus smiled at him because it was the perfect answer. "You are so amazing, Alexander." Magnus chuckled sweetly and Alec was wondering why Magnus words meant so damn much to him...//tbc what is going on?😨😨❤❤❤