Let's dance

Leaving?

Magnus walked with heavy steps to the dance studio and tried to prepare himself for this confrontation. After the talk with Ragnor yesterday he had to clear his head a little and even he would have gladly accepted the offer he still wanted to talk with Alec. He didn't know if Alec was there but he just wanted to try it and he was right. When he walked inside he saw Alec sitting on the ground leaning his back against the wall and Bear next to him. Alec didn't notice Magnus who felt a light wave of pain in his heart but he pushed it away. He didn't know why it hurt so much that Alec didn't accept him but maybe it was because Magnus looked up to him once. Magnus walked inside the hall and then Alec head snapped towards him. These hazel eyes Magnus got lost in looked at him intensely and Alec didn't move. Magnus tried to see any emotion in Alecs eyes and he saw one but only one...guilt. Alec and Magnus were there not moving and just looking at each other before Bear got up. After yesterday Alec felt terrible guilty because he knew he hurt Magnus with his reaction but he couldn't help himself. He hated that he hurt people with who he was but he would make it up to Magnus. "Hey." Magnus said awkwardly and Alec got up from the ground. "I just wanted to..." "I'm sorry." Alec cut Magnus off who had tired to tell Alec his plan with confidence but Alecs words kicked Magnus out of the line. Did Alec apologize? "What?" Magnus asked totally confused and not sure if he heard right because it seemed like Alec just apologized. "I'm sorry for running away yesterday...I don't know why I did that." Alec answered guiltily and looked down to the ground avoiding Magnus deep brown eyes. Of course Alec knew why he ran away but he couldn't tell Magnus about that...not yet. Magnus heard how honest Alec meant his apolozy and he also sensed the guilt but still he was a bit worried that Alec only apologized because of the show. Magnus didn't want to dance with Alec anymore if Alec didn't accept him because he truely did. "You accept me? How can I know that you don't say it because of the show?" Magnus asked with a weak smile and finally Alec looked at him again. "I...I'm...I'm gay." Alec suttered and Magnus jaw dropped because of that confession. Alec looked with a scared and somehow lost eyes at Magnus who was surprised by his words. "You...so...what happened yesterday?" Magnus asked and even he knew he shouldn't push Alec he really wanted to know what was happening. Alec didn't know what to say and when he thought about yesterday he wanted to go to bed and cry. Magnus saw how the beautiful hazel eyes in front of him were covered with a sad veil and they even got glassy. "Why don't we start with training? I just need to call my manager." Magnus answered because now he knew Alec meant his apology and even he is still confused he wanted to dance with Alec. He also notice that Alec was really something else and he didn't know what it was but something on Alec fascinated Magnus. Alec seemed so strong and even he hurt Magnus with his reaction Magnus could tell now that it wasn't Alecs fault. "You really want to dance with me after I hurt you?" Alec asked with a face full of dissbelieve but he also felt this warm tension building up in his stomach. "Sure. Just let me call my manager." Magnus answered with a warm smile and his mood was lit up because the fact that Alec didn't hate him was like someone told him he would get free ice cream for the rest of his life. Alce was worth to reject the money even it was way more than Magnus got for the dance show but something on Alec made it worth it. "Sure...I will wait." Alec answered feeling relieved and somehow extremly happy about the fact that he and Magnus would still dance together. Magnus left to tell Ragnor to reject the deal with the other show and even Ragnor was a bit mad he understood Magnus decision. "Yes. Maybe if they still want me in a 6 months I will gladly accept the offer." Magnus answered and smiled a little about Ragnors grumpy reaction. "You know you would have get 20% of the 65 Million $." Magnus chuckled and Ragnor mumbled a grumpy whatever back before he hung up. Magnus turned around and met Alecs hazel eyes looking with a frown at him. Did Alec listen the call? Yes Alec did listen the call and was confused that Magnus apparently rejected so much money. "Why don't you accept the offer?" Alec asked Magnus who was sure now that Alec listened heard the call. "Because if I accept it I have to cancel the show...actually I wanted to do that but then you apologized and well...here we are." Magnus didn't even try to lie about anything because it was usles and also he didn't have a reason for it. "Oh...you should have accepted it. It is a lot of money and you just miss it because of a show?" Alec asked and felt weird because he didn't feel any scare right now. He didn't feel scared to be alone with Magnus neither did he feel scared anymore that Magnus could like him in a way he didn't want to be liked. "I wouldn't miss a chance to dance with you. I don't know why but you seem worth to miss all the money." Magnus blurted out and Alec hid a gasp with a cough because Magnus words make him shocked. He bit his inner cheek and Magnus cheeks turned red from embaressement. "I am glad you won't accept it." Alec mumbled really shy and bit his lower lip which made Magnus feel a shiver going down his spine. "Why don't we skip training and go for lunch?" Magnus asked after a few seconds and Alec was not sure but he couldn't resist Magnus. "I would like to go and eat lunch with you. And sorry again for all the mess." Alec answered still feeling guiltily and Magnus smiled softly at the shy man in front of him. "It's okay, Alexander." Magnus said and Alecs heart flattered when he heard his name slipping out of Magnus mouth. Magnus said his name so soft and it felt different when he said it. No one really called him Alexander and also he didn't like it when people call him that but when Magnus said it it felt right. Magnus woke up a side in Alec that was able to forget about his fear for a few moments and for these few moments he felt that little piece of peace he missed all these years...//tbc who likes slow malec Development?💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🙈