Let's dance

Can we try it?

Alec and Magnus were outside the whole day playing with the dogs or just walking through the forest. Magnus had to say it was a little annoying that someone followed them around the whole time but he knew it was only to protect them. He didn't really understand how Mark didn't find that guy yet but the car was stolen and the license plate was fake. Until they found the guy Magnus had to accept that he and Alec would never be alone outside but as long as he could at least go outside it was okay. Robert also employed a company for security and protection but before he did Mark made a double check on all the people. Mark took his last two weeks as a fulltime guard really serious and Magnus was glad about that because right now he really needed everyone to be save. He would never forgive himself if anyone of Alecs family got hurt and he felt better when he knew that there were guards outside Alecs home 24/7. When they entered Alecs badroom Alec just fell face down in the bed while a long sigh escaped his eyes and Magnus chuckled a little. "Come on...let's get you in some comfortable cloths." Magnus said with a soft smile and removed Alecs socks. "Only if you help me undress." Alec mumbled in a pillow probably blushing to the maxim but Magnus couldn't see it since Alec pressed his face in a pillow and he smirked a little. Magnus crawled slowly on the top of Alec straddling his lower back and bended down. He could feel that Alec tensed a little under him but when he touched Magnus Alecs skin on his neck with his soft lips. "Mh..." A soft moan escaped Alecs lips when Magnus placed light kisses on his neck nibbling a little at the most sensitive parts. Magnus upper body covered Alecs and he took Alecs hand which laid on each side of Alecs head. He tangled their hands and started to suck a little on Alecs neck. "Ah..." Alec moaned when Magnus was sucking at the end of his shoulder and where his neck started. Closing his eyes Alec let the feeling of Magnus cold lips on his hot skin consume him. The sun was almost completely down and the room was pretty dark but they didn't mind that at all. Magnus got off from Alec after a few minutes so Alec could turn on his back what he did in a moment of a second. "Someone is eager." Magnus teased a little only earning a huff from his boyfriend and Alec pulled Magnus back on him. "I wanted to do that so bad today." Alec mumbled against Magnus lips when they pulled back from a passionate kiss. "Me too." Magnus answered smiling with his eyes closed and pressed their foreheads together. Magnus knew that Alec wasn't really comfortable with showing his affection around other people expect his family which also took a while but for Magnus this didn't matter. For him only mattered that he and Alec knew what they had and that Alec was comfortable. "Mags..." Alec suddenly said his voice barely a whisper and Magnus opened his eyes looking in Alecs beautiful hazel eyes. "Yes, my Angel?" Magnus asked making Alec blush with the nickname and Alec looked shyly at him. "I wanted to talk with you about...you know...what you did to me...before we had a shower." Alec stuttered with the shyest look ever and looked down between their bodies then back up in Magnus eyes. Magnus needed a few seconds before he knew what Alec was talking about making him frown a little but when he knew it a smile covered his lips. "Why do you want to talk about it?" Magnus asked softly and caressed Alecs cheeks gently with the back of his hand. Alec was a blushing mess but he felt like he was ready and he just wanted to tell Magnus about the worries he had about the next step. "I would...I would really like to return it...but I'm a little worried." Alec answered blushing more and Magnus heart probably stopped for a second. "What are you worrying about? You know I would never force you or hurt yo..." "It's not that...I know you won't. But I'm scared that what if it brings bad memories back. I'm scared that I mess up and I ruin how far we just came." Alec cut Magnus off his voice more stable but Magnus could hear the worry in it. Magnus was so proud on Alec in that moment because he told him about his worries and he was proud that Alec wanted to try something new. "I'm so proud on you. You don't have to worry tho because even if we take steps back we will make 100 forwards. You said you trust me and I trust you to do what ever you really want when you are ready. I will be here waiting for you and support you as much as I can...I will be here waiting and catch you when you are close to falling." Magnus answered seeing how Alecs eyes got a little glassy and Alec covered his eyes with his arm. "You can't always make me cry..." Alec mumbled really touched by Magnus words and also a little bit emotional. "Oh my baby." Magnus said softly and carefully removed Alecs arm from his eyes. Magnus knew he shouldn't think like that but Alecs eyes were shining so breathtaking with that wet cover of tears. "It's okay...crying is okay." Magnus answered bending down more and placed a kiss on each of Alecs eyelids. "So...you think we could try...but I just don't want to dissapoint you when I can't..." Alec said hesitantly earning nothing but a heart warming smile from Magnus and Alecs heart beat faster. "I told you at the start of our relationship that I would wait forever and wouldn't care. What I care about is you and that we can be together and you could never dissapoint me." Magnus answered his voice as soft as ever and Alec had no idea how this man could be so perfect...//tbc I hope you like it.💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙