Let's dance

I want to be your rock

Magnus was still holding Alec tightly and it was so silent only they breathing was heard anf the tick tack of the clock in the room. Magnus felt that Alec was more relaxed and his breathing had a steady pace. Alec was so quiet and movelss Magnus thought Alec had fallen asleep. Carefully Magnus tried to entangle himself from Alec and wanted to get up to get Alec a drinke but Alec was suddenly clunching on to his shirt. "Don't...please don't leave." Alec pleaded and his voice was almost a whimper. "I thought you fell alseep...I just wanted to get you something to drink." Magnus answered softly feeling his heart hurting by the sadness in Alecs voice. Jace really hurt Alec but that wasn't all and Magnus knew it. Alec also felt guilty because of what he said to Jace in the end but he couldn't take it back. Alec knew that words were like bullets...you can never take them back and they will leave scares. He knew Jace always felt a bit afraid that he isn't a real Lightwood and in that moment Alec just wanted to hurt Jace like he hurt him. He and Jace should have never mixed their bad words with their bad moods. They would have always had the opportunity to change their mood but they would never get the opportunity to replace their words they spoke. Alec and Jace both reacted in the moment anger and pain took over making it even harder to accept it. "I couldn't..." Alec sighed his voice barely a whispere and Magnus ran his fingers through Alecs hair. "I promise you it will be okay, my sweet Angel." Magnus tried to reasure Alec as much as he could and Alec pressed his forehead against Magnus chest. That was what Alec was thankful for that Magnus loved him when Alec couldn't love himself. Alec believed that this is one of the most precious things in life. "Thank you." Alec whispered not really thinking that a simple thank you was enough but he didn't know what else to say because there was nothing to express how thankful he actually was. Magnus only hugged Alec tighter and understood how Alec felt even he never had a brother. He remembered the fight he had with Jadon who was close to something like a brother and he replayed all the terrible things they said to each other in the moment of anger. "Share it with me." Alec suddenly said peaking up at Magnus who looked with a frown down at him. Alec could feel that something was off when he felt the raising heartbeat of the man he trusted the most. If Alec realized one thing about Magnus it was that he didn't really like to share things about his past or well it didn't was that he didn't like it Alec felt more like Magnus didn't know if he could. "You have already a hard time...I don't need to add more weight on your shoulders." Magnus replied with a little sigh and Alec sat up letting go of Magnus shirt. "Look I know we're only together for a few months but for me it feels like I know you for years. I love you, Magnus and I don't think that there is a future without you by my side. Maybe we move faster than others and we probably just skipped all that pre-relationship stuff but that is what makes our relationship special. You always tell me to feel free to complain or talk about what bothers me but you barely do that. I don't want you to feel like you can't tell me what bothers you because you are scared to put too much weight on my shoulders. I want this relationship to work and if we want it to work than you also need to tell me what bothers you. You should never be afraid...like you said you want to be my rock but I also want to be yours." Alec played with open cards and was just honest making Magnus gulp hardly. Magnus sat up too looking deep in Alecs hazel eyes and cupped Alecs face with his hands. "You are perfect, you know that?" Magnus asked but it was more a confirmed statement than a question and Alec blushed a little. "I never wanted you to feel like that...of course I want to tell you but with all you went through I don't feel like I'm in the place to complain." Magnus confessed and saw worry flash over Alecs face. "Magnus, everyone has their own reason to be hurt and everyone has the right to complain. Everyone has a hardship and I want to be there for you...you are the love of my life and I know this sounds silly to say this after I only know you for a few months but in the second I met you I knew you were special. So please...please tell me what bothers you." Alec said the last part sounded pleadingly and Magnus thanked the univers that he met this precious man. "I and Jadon...we also had a lot of fights. We said things to each other we never meant or weren't even a tiny bit true but we were angry. We were so angry at everything and everyone so we let the anger out on each other. We never talked about what bothers us and even we were best friends both had so many secrets the other one didn't know. I just had to think about it because of you and Jace." Magnus told Alec about it and it felt good to get if off of his chest. "I'm sorry about that...I wish I could take your pain away but I can't." Alec answered with a weak smile and Magnus shook his head a little letting his hands slip down to Alecs neck. "You do...you make me feel less hurt. You make me happy and I find comfort in you even you don't know." Magnus explained bringing a small smile to Alecs lips and Alecs heart was skipping a beat. "What did I do to have a man like you by my side." Alec asked with a shy voice and the blush on his cheeks was beautiful shining in Magnus eyes. "You were you...and you have a cute ass." Magnus repleid and chuckled softly when he saw the little pout on Alecs face. "You just want me because my ass is cute? Well then I only want you because your bank balance is cute." Alec teased back and Magnus brusted out into a fit of giggles. They could joke and laugh about it because both of them knew this was the last reason why they loved each other. They could make fun of that because in the end they knew they loved each other because their real self felt comfortable around the other one and neither did they care about the aperance or the money...//

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