Let's dance

Baby steps

"Well, you have no broken bones but still I would suggest you to rest for two weeks at least." The doctor answered hesiantly and Magnus looked at Alec with hopefull eyes. "We would still have two weeks to train...we could do it." Magnus said with pleading eyes and Alec sighed a little bit. Alec wanted Magnus to rest as much as possible but he also didn't want to say no to him when he looked like that and he was sure they could learn the dance in two weeks. In the last 8 weeks Magnus got really good and harder moves weren't a big problem anymore so Alec smiled softly at him. "I'm sure we can do it." Alec answered and Magnus threw his arms around Alec hugging him tightly. "Thank you." Magnus smiled in Alecs shoulder and Alec hugged him back carefully because he was scared he would hurt Magnus if he hugged him too tightly. "When can I go home?" Magnus asked when he pulled back from the hug and the doctors looked with wide eyes at him. "Mr. Bane that you are alive is a miracle and you have a concussion so you should stay at least 2 days." Doctor Fallon answerd and Magnus grumbled a little under his breath. "I want to go home now and I have a personal nurse I can call if it's necessary." Magnus explained and the doctor sighed a bit before he nodded to the other docter. "Okay but please don't stay alone." Doctor Fallon answered and Magnus nodded with a bright smile. "He won't be alone not even a second." Alec suddenly said and Magnus looked at Alec taking his hand again. "Great, then you can go now." The Doctor said and sounded like he didn't believe what he just said. "Don't forget to pick up the letter at the rezeption and please someone bring these paparazzis out of my hospital." The Doctor sighed and walked out leaving Magnus alone with Alec. "You are a terrible patient!" Alec exclaimed with a chuckle and Magnus shrugged a little getting up carefully. "I just want to go home now because there are so many paparazzis out there and I know it won't take long till they are asking everyone about my accident. Also I don't want them to bother people in here." Magnus answerd and winced a little bit but Alec was quickly at his side supporting him. "I got you." Alec said with a little smile and Magnus felt how his legs got even weaker. "Thanks." Magnus answered fuzzily and Alec blushed a little bit. "Why don't you wait here and I get my car to the back?" Alec asked and helped Magnus to sit down again. "That's a good idea but you don't have to bring me home...I can call Mike." Magnus answered a bit unsurely and Alec sat down next to Magnus taking his hand again. "I'm your boyfriend and I love you so you are going to stay at my place till I know you are better." Alec said softly and Magnus smiled leaning against Alecs side.
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They reached Alecs home without any incident but this time 3 cars with bodyguards were following them and they also stayed in front of the house. "What about my cats?" Magnus asked worried when he walked inside the house and Alec took his hand leading him carefully up the stairs. "I told Mike to feed them and he will also bring them to my place because I would like you to stay for two days. You don't have to worry because of the dogs they have no problems with cats." Alec answered and they reached Alecs room. Magnus was so touched by how careing Alec was and about the things he thought about. "You are amazing, Alexander." Magnus chuckled and Alec blushed because of Magnus compliment but also because he was thinking about the conversation he wanted to have with Magnus. Alec didn't really think about it but he was sure that he wanted to give it a try and with no one else than Magnus. Magnus saw how the wheels in Alecs brain were moving and he wrapped his arms around Alecs body smiling at him. "Penny for your thoughts?" Magnus asked with a soft voice and Alec smiled down at him seaking for safety from Magnus warm smile. "I want to talk with you about something." Alec answered and a little frown covered Magnus forehead and also a little bit of concerness was filling Magnus body. "You can talk with me about everything." Magnus almost whispered and Alec sat down on the bed trying to find the right words to start that conversation. "Magnus, I don't really know how to say this but I trust you. I trust you like I trust no one else...well I trust my dad. But I trust you in a way I will probably never trust anyone else and I want a real relationship. I know what we have is already the most beautiful thing that could ever happen to me but how beautiful must it be to feel your partner in a way no one else will. How would it feel to be so close to someone and have more than just a mental connection. The last few days I was thinking about it a lot but I...I'm just still scared that I'm not worth it...I'm worried that I'm too dirty for you." Alec started to explain and Magnus was stunned by the thoughts of Alec. Magnus was also a bit mad that Alec was thinking like that but he also knew this was just how Alec was and he loved him just the way he was. "Alexander, you aren't too dirty for me...when you are one thing than it's too pure. Your love is the purest thing I ever got and it is so special to me that you trust me like that. Of course I want to have this with you but if you really want this we need to make baby steps. We need to make sure you feel comfortable with everything we do and also we need to convince these voices in your head that you are not too dirty for me." Magnus answered really softly and Alec felt how tears were slowly filling his eyes. These words touched the bottom of Alecs heart and in that moment Alec just couldn't help but crashed their lips together...//tbc aww back to the fluff ❤❤🙈❤🙈🌸🌸🌸🌸