Let's dance

Comparing?

"Mhh...don't stop." Magnus moaned closing his eyes and Alec smiled to himself. They just got in the tube and Magnus sat in between Alecs legs this time. Alec had the great idea to massage Magnus shoulders helping him to relax more and it seemed like Magnus really liked it. "I'll do it as long as you want me to." Alec answered and placed a feather kiss on Magnus shoulder. "Mh...actually cuddling would be great too." Magnus suggested after Alec massaged his shoulder for a few more minutes and Alec let out a soft chuckle. "Is it weird that I love cuddling with you so much?" Alec asked wrapping his arms around Magnus chest and Magnus leaned back against Alecs chest. "No...I love it too. I didn't really like it when Camille was clingy because I knew it wasn't honest but when you are clingy...it is the best thing on the world." Magnus said with a content voice feeling how Alec tensed a little when he used Camilles name only then Magnus realized what he just did. He really compared his boyfriend with his ex and he regretted it. "Alexander, I'm sorry...I didn't want to compare you two." Magnus exclaimed turning his head to Alec who actually didn't look mad. Quiet the difference because when Magnus looked at him and apologized Alecs face softened. "Don't worry...I know what you mean." Alec replied placing a little kiss on Alecs cheek and it was true. He didn't really mind that because like Magnus said it himself, Camille was Magnus past but Alec was his future. He knew he was now the man by Magnus side and he trusted Magnus enough to believe that this won't change but Magnus didn't want Alec to just accept what he just said that easy. "No...it's not okay. I made a mistake and I ne..." Magnus words were cut off when soft lips covered his but they were gone as fast as they apeard. "You could make a thousand mistakes and I would still love you...mistakes happen and it is just a part of every human being." Alec said softly when he pulled back and a light smile spread over Magnus face. "Thanks...I love you too." Magnus answered taking back his earlier position and he was really relieved that Alec wasn't mad at him. There was no reason for Alec to be mad even other people would have exploded now. It took longer for Alec to trust Magnus than it would have taken for other people but now he could trust him blindly. "Did you think about what you will do if the thing happen you don't want to?" Alec asked carefully not wanting to ruin the mood that just got better and a little sigh escaped Magnus lips. "Honestly I don't know what I want. I feel so bad that a part of me...doesn't want him to...to be alive." Magnus confessed feeling terrible but also good to get it off his chest and Alec was shocked for a few seconds. He didn't really understand it at first but the more he thought about it the  better he understood him. "You don't have to feel bad." Alec replied softly and took Magnus hands in his trying to give him comfort. Magnus was really seaking for that comfort and there wasn't a person in this world that could give him it expect Alec. "But he is my best friend...shouldn't I be over the moon that he is maybe alive?" Magnus asked feeling the guilt creeping in his head and messing with him. "You have to seperate these two kinds of pain. The pain his death caused and the pain his betrayal can cause if he really faked his death." Alec tried to help Magnus figuring this all out but it wasn't easy and Alec didn't even think it would be any easier after they knew the truth. "Can you just do me one favor?" Alec added after it was quiet for a few seconds and a little frown covered Magnus forehead. "What for a favor?" Magnus asked not turning around but he played with Alecs fingers under the water and Alec looked at their reflection in the tiles. "Whatever Mark tells you tomorrow...and no matter how hurt you are...please don't push me away." Alec answered and Magnus could hear his voice sounded pleadingly and worried. Alec knew how easy it was to shut everyone out of your life when you were hurt because that was what he did and now he was scared Magnus would do the same. Magnus didn't want Alec to be so scared about that and he turned around completely. "Alexander, I'm not really sure how I will react tomorrow but I won't push you away. In the few months we are together now I realized that we are stronger together. You are my rock and if the worst happens tomorrow I need you by my side...I will always need you. But please do me a favor too." Magnus said looking in Alecs eyes after he straddled his lap with one knee on each of Alecs sides and Alec was curious now. "Don't let me push you away." Magnus added and a light smile spread over Alecs face. "I won't." Alec answered before he kissed Magnus softly. It felt good to have someone you could joke around and laugh about things but it was also good to have someone you could talk about the deep stuff. That they found all this in just one person was like a dream come true and for them reality was the most beautiful dream they ever had but there was no waking up...//tbc I hope you like the new chapter. Please tell me down below what you think about it💙💙💙💙❤💙❤💙