Jenlisa: The Womanizer Got Laid

Chapter XXXVIII [Last Chapter]

LISA'S POV

I was at the mall alone and heard someone called me, it was Nancy.

"Lisa!" She said happily.

"Nancy" I said smiling at her.

"Are you alone?" she asked me looking around if I am with someone.

"Yeah. I am." I replied briefly

"I'm starving, Lisa. Let's eat and catch up." She told me and clung into my arm. I had no choice but to go with her.

Nancy is been telling me stories but my mind isn't absorbing any of her words. I am so dense right now. I don't know why. We walked inside the fancy restaurant and looking around the resto. Nancy is being clingy but I don't mind it at all, though it makes me a little bit uncomfortable because our body is too close to each other.

As I was looking around, I felt someone is looking at me and I look to its direction and met a familiar gaze.

Jennie .. It was her. Why on earth do we need in the same place at the same time, again?

She's with Jisoo. I look away and pretended that I don't see her. I wanted to drag Nancy out of this place but I don't want to be affected with Jennie. She's the one who needs to avoid me because of what she did to me, not me. I sighed deeply.

Every time I am seeing her, the pain is going back, the feeling of being betrayed, and the feeling of being played. You know it hurts knowing someone you trusted the most is the one who is going to ruin you in the end. The one you thought you could share everything with is also the monster under your bed.

The owner of the silhouette that you've been dreaming that is always after you. You thought monster doesn't exist but it does. And they somehow live in someone you love. It is like you are digging your own grave to sadness and madness.

It is really hard to trust anyone right now. We all have trust issues, we are all afraid about something. But that doesn't mean we can play around and don't give a fuck about others' feelings because we are not the only people in this world. I hope everyone could understand that we should also think about others and stop being so selfish to think only for our own being. Well, if that makes any sense.

Jennie made me feel different emotions I never felt before. She can make me smile with her stupid acts, make me laugh with her lame jokes, she made me fall showing her sides and made me smile to my darkest night. I found it funny, how can you like someone to the point it hurts. Like you are literally feeling your chest is aching.

The people we love, they can make us happy, but they can break us too. Like in a snap of a finger everything will change. One lie can turn everything to waste.

I want her so bad but it sucks knowing she chose to hide things from me when all I did was to show the real me. How could she do that? Now I am questioning myself if she really loves me or she's just too good at faking it and making it look like.

I want to know everything but every time I am trying, the pain is always coming back.

I heard footsteps coming towards my direction.

"Is this why you are ignoring my friend? Because you have a new girl now?" Someone retorted. It was Jennie's friend, Jisoo.

I look at her and frown my brows trying to give her a cold posture "What are you talking about, Jisoo?" I asked her.

"You know what exactly I am talking about here, Manoban." Jisoo answered immediately.

"Jisoo, let's go." Jennie said to Jisoo but she wasn't listening at all. Jennie looks really uncomfortable. I don't know why Jisoo is being an ass right now to confront me in front of everyone.