Only For You

Chapter 24

Harry

"Are you excited, Harry?" Liam asked me looking around the dressing room. I nodded as I finished my granola bar. I wasn't too excited, but I just wanted to get out on the stage and perform. I wanted this night to end. I knew it was tonight that Samantha was leaving, but I couldn't do anything. I had a gig tonight and plus I didn't even have my bags packed or enough money to go with her.

I changed my clothes into something more casual and decent. Our hairdresser fixed my hair then left once my hair was done. I got out of the seat and we all gathered around each other. "Are you guys ready?" Liam asked looking around. We all nodded then Liam said, "Good cause I am too." Niall laughed and the rest of us smiled. "Let's go do this thing," Liam said as we separated from each other. The boys went infront of me and started walking to the stage. "You good?" Liam asked once I walked up with him. I nodded and looked at me. "Yeah," I said. Liam smiled and patted my back. "That a boy," Liam said. Before I could say anything else, we were on the stage. 

We sang a couple songs, of our own and did some covers of different songs. We talked to the crowd and I made jokes with them, but I didn't think they enjoyed that. Before we all knew it, our performance was over. We headed backstage and into the dressing room. We got our water bottles and sat down. Once we were all cooled down, Liam said, "That was amazing boys. I couldn't have done it without you." Niall smiled and laughed. "Yeah, especially with you Harry and your amazing, stupid jokes." Niall said messing with his water bottle. I laughed and said, "Hey you guys will appreciate them some day." "They're stupid, Harry." Louis scoffed. I shrugged, didn't know what to say. Louis stood up and stormed out of the room. Everyone else looked at me then Zayn got up and followed Louis. 

After Louis and Zayn came back, we decided to go home. Our manger was driving us to our apartment since all of us were tired and didn't feel like driving. It was mostly awkward silence through the whole drive since Louis was pissed at me and also him and Zayn were acting a little bit weird. Our manager dropped us off and said his goodbyes to all off us. We said our goodbyes and he drove away. We headed up to our apartment.

We entered the dark apartment and made ourselves at home. Zayn and Louis went straight into their bedrooms. Liam changed into pajamas and came out on the couch to watched TV while Niall was already on the couch. I looked around confused. I checked the time and it was almost 12. I knew Samantha's bus was leaving soon so I decided to check it out myself. "Where are you going?" Liam asked as I grabbed the car keys. "I'm gunna go check on something real quick. I will be right back." I said as I left. I didn't want Liam to get any ideas.

I drove around for a while until I decided to see if Samantha's bus left already. I drove past the bus station slowly and had my windows down. There I saw Sam standing there waiting for me. She looked lost and sad. The lady bus driver came out of the bus and said something too her. Samantha nodded and took her bags and went into the bus. Once the lights were off in the bus, it started leaving. I drove away.

Of course I was sad that I didn't go with Sam. I was disappointed in myself too. I drove to the apartment and headed up there. I silently closed the door and put the car keys back. I noticed that Liam was still there, but Niall wasn't. Liam looked back then said, "Oh what are you doing?" I shrugged and said, "Nothing. I'm probably going to bed right now." "Oh," Liam said. He turned back around and continued watching his TV show. I headed to my bedroom and closed the door behind me. 

I sat on the edge of my bed thinking. I knew I made a mistake, but I didn't know if it was a big mistake that I had made. Was Sam the type that I could have a future with? I didn't know. Could she be the future bride? It was hard thinking about that honestly and I didn't like thinking about the future. I never did and never will. I didn't know why I didn't like thinking about the future, but maybe it was about my mom and sister that made me hate the future. I actually couldn't see myself in the future and that tortured me. I shook my head trying to remove the scary thoughts and got ready for bed. I settled down and knew it was going to be a bad night. 

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sorry i updated this right now!

i have been starting school and been v busy

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