you. you watched me. no it's more like you stalked me. when I was younger I never really cared about that,but when I got depression and I figured the meaning of life,which isn't really s meaning it got worse. I was awake and she was asleep. you said you'll go to sleep too,so why were you awake when I went to bed huh? when I was going I another room you followed me and sat down on your phone. when I ate something you watched me secretly,but I saw it. don't you see it? it kills me to see,that you don't trust me. you said,you don't like me,so why are you acting like you know me,but still you still don't. you're the reason why I wake up with anxiety and go to sleep with it. you're the reason why i always feel like someone's watching me. i don't know how it feels to be "not being stalked" by anyone,because that's it. I know you're still awake,when I'm almost asleep,because you need to know everything,but you don't I can tell you,you don't. you don't know my pain and my fake friends at all. you are not even interested in it,when in tell you something about my life. that's why I don't let people in my life any longer. I know there's always someone who's watching me,even if I don't know this person. I feel watched all the time. that's why I hate you. because you don't change,you just make it worse.
