I'm done. all of them hurt me enough,I know they all hate my and I don't have any best friends left. if you want to date pls do it but I'm gonna kill myself then. you know what..this shit sucks. you suck. I thought you were a real good friend and yes i know you were there for me,but that you're now going on his side seems unfair as heck. I know I'm not enough he taught me that already. you don't have to do that to me again. and probably you think he is worse but no. who cried today and left school? yes me. and who smiled today and seemed like everything is fine? yes him. I know he's not good but I am heartbroken and you left me alone. you don't notice how hurt I am. nobody does. that's the problem, isn't it? I am the problem. yes I am. you know it I know it. everyone knows. but know what?! I get hurt the most. I know because I live that damn fucking life and I hate it. I just want to quit. yk? oh yes probably you don't care because you left me🤔. I hate you for not standing by my side as a best friend. best friends are strong together and accept each other. but you don't,you just want to be with boys and that's why you left me. you left me for my ex,who hurt me the most. it sucks I am not even a choice. but you know what. you won. he won. you both won. I gave you everything and now I am left alone. I still think I am an angel but you don't see that. think before you act silly or disrespectful to me. because how you do to me,I am doing to you. I say what i think because it has to be out,everybody needs to hear what I feel like because of you. you made me sick and he made me break. congratulations,you both are the perfect team👏🏻. are you happy now? now that I am heartbroken and crying in my bed all day long? waking up and just don't want to be alive anymore? do you care? nope. I can answer that question myself because you don't treat me like you would care. he neither. I know you have your own problems and he has his problems. but just because you both hate me and got in a team you don't have to treat me like shit. I am still human and I am still alive. sadly.. if you want me to commit suicide okay. say it and I am gonna do it. I want to die,ok? I guess you don't care but yk what I don't care about me either and you made me this. if you both don't talk to me I know my life ends. I know I spent my entire life with fake friends. you could easily show me that I am important to you.. oh wait..i am not lol. i don't need fake friends,so if you don't want to go my way with me okay,leave. if you leave with him. ouch. I'm gonna kill myself haha. i am gonna talk to him soon i hope,because i don't want to lose you both,but I know I'm just discussing with you and I don't want this. I want you both to tell me the truth. am I important to you? if you answer with yes,why don't you show me? If you wanted to you could and you know that. I just want to be enough for somebody okay?! probably not lol. ok bye sorry for wasting your "perfect" time. I hate myself and I'm done.
