I think this story will not end ever. I got better the last few months and I noticed I'm worth it. The point is there always will be negative thoughts in my head and also feeling about suicide or self harming. But I don't. I got over this shit and I want to live. Please if you feel like you need help,tell your parents,your siblings even your friends. Talk to someone. Go to a therapist. I know a lot of depressed teenager aren't going to therapy even tho they need it. Because they are scared of asking their parents. I also asked my sister to ask my mother. But after that I got to a therapist and I'm better now. I noticed I wouldn't even need the therapy it just gave me motivation to continue on feeling good,but you can also do that yourself. Get the attitude to get better,to get healthy,to get yourself happy. You can only get happy if you really want to. At least if you really think you have nobody to talk to,you can always talk to me. My instagram is: amelie.bssn
But the most important part in getting healthy is to learn how to love yourself and to know what you deserve.
Anyways the story will probably be continued and I'll give you updates whenever I feel like I need to. Always remember you are loved,you matter and I'm here for you. There are so many people loving you even if you don't notice. Sometimes I don't even notice now,after all that getting healthy stuff. I still know there are people loving me even tho I can't see them. I am not crying very often because I don't need to. When I was younger I felt like crying was my whole employment. It's not. Don't let the negative control you. BE POSITIVE.
Thanks for reading my story,see you
love, amelie
