dunno where to put my mind.
I don't understand myself or it's more like I don't want to. I hate myself for everything and nothing. why do I try to be happy?
if you're looking for your happiness,
you wouldn't find it.
why can't I just understand?
sorry for not posting in a while,but I don't feel like someone would care for this story or like it's not my job or something and I feel so alone so just leave me,it's my fault. like really you don't want to know me. bye.
