I feel like shit,but it's okay. I really really really want to kill myself,but I have to fix all this shit. i know that soon will be the best day of my life and it's possible,that the day after that day,will be the worst day of my life. but this day will hopefully fix all my thoughts. one of my most important friends told me. I don't want to stop living, I just want my pain to end. and that's true. my friend told me this and after 2 or 3 days I realized she's right. but idk how this pain to end,so i will try to make myself happy,idk how but I'll try,I'm always here for you. I'll try to make others happy and myself too,even if i know I'll not get it:) bye.
