I've been really sad lately and nobody noticed. I guess nobody cares. I don't know if even one person cares,because I'm annoying to a lot of people and I talk to much. That's why I always tell myself to shut up,but if I don't talk you won't too. That's sad. I'm always the one who has to talk even if I don't want to. I'm so fucking sorry for existing. My parents always think that I'm so good and when they want to know how I feel,I always tell them "I'm ok", even if I want to cry. I don't know if the person reading this has this struggles too,but if I'm honest,idc. I don't care about you like I don't care about me. I'm not living because I want to. I'm living because other people want it. Only like 2 sometimes 3 people give me the strength to be alive and to survive everyday. That's sad and good. I'm not a monster,ok? I'm just me,talkative,aggressive,very very very shy,sometimes very very sad. I'm sorry I'm like that. I don't like me at all,but I don't know how to change. Help me if you want me to. K bye I know I'm annoying u...
