I don't know who I am anymore. I feel like a failure,like I don't deserve this life,...I mean I don't,I don't deserve it,I'm ugly,I'm fat,I'm not enough,I just don't have a reason to stay.. I had a reason to stay..but it's already gone.. so what r u doing here? u can leave too if u want,i'm used to it. everyone leaves. it's my life or it was my life..i'll die soon and yes I know there are a few people,who would be heartbroken if I commit suicide,but they would only care when I'm dead. they can't see how broken I am right now,because I don't say anything. I don't say anything,because I know you don't listen. you don't listen to me and that's the point. you don't care about me that much I care about you. I love you so fucking much and that's why I have to go. you deserve a better person than me in your life,i'm just a broken girl,which needs attention,right? everyone is saying that. "attention whore" "you just want attention" attention attention attention,attention what? I just want people to know I'm broken,because if nobody knows it,I can't be saved from death. there you are again. I don't talk to people about my problems,that's the reason why i'm going to be dead.
