I ever thought I am happy yes and i really was happy,but he made me happy and i thought I am because I want to,but I just tried to be and now I realize the same old shit like 2017 is going to start. people don't change and so am I. I hate myself oof. please help me I don't want to do this all again.
(I'm at a therapist now but idk if she can help me,because it's getting rly worse rn)
