I feel like everything I do is wrong. I just want to stop feeling everything. It's getting worse everyday. I hurt myself again,I cry again,I still can't feel anything. can it please just stop? I don't want this anymore. I can't do this anymore. Why does nobody notice how broken I am? maybe I do look fine:) maybe I should just stay like this.fake smiling,i'm professional at that:) I just want to end my life now,but I have to wait,because there is a very special day I have to live,because maybe I'll feel something on this day. maybe I just imagine all these feelings,which aren't really there. Idk maybe I should just stop living.
