We fear rejection, want attention, crave affection and dream of perfection.
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It's been almost a month since nung naging kami ni Lance. He's my first boyfriend, 2weeks lang syang nanligaw at sinagot ko na agad sya. Ang reason? Malandi lang ako este sabi nya kse ndi na daw pinapatagal ang ligawan kaya ayun napaOo na agad ako.
I don't see him as a replacement or a rebound but instead, I make him my man with good intensions.
Dahil sakanya nkalimutan ko na si Travis. I also don't care about my wishes. Sabi nga ksi nya, sya daw ang kasagutan sa mga pangarap ko.
Maybe he came to my life to make me realize na hindi talaga totoo ang love at first sight and the so-called 'destiny'. He pushes me to reality.
Hindi kami legal sa family ko at sa family nya, the feeling is mutual. Sa side ko kasi, di papayag sila mimi dahil di nman sya nanligaw sa bahay, hindi parin sya nkikita nila dada at kuya kaya hindi talaga aprub. Natatakot daw syang humarap kela mimi but he said na pag medyo tumagal na kmi, sya na mismo kakausap sa parents ko. Sa side nya nman, lagi daw busy ang family nya at kanya-kanya sila ng buhay kaya hindi nya matyempong ipakilala ako pero alam daw na may gf sya.
Medyo complicated pero these are the usual trials that makes the relationship stronger. Isa lang nman ang pinanghahawakan namin, he makes me happy and I makes him happy too, that's all that matters.
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One month din na hindi kami nagkita ng pinsan kong si Faye, naging busy kasi sya sa academics nya. Graduating student kasi kaya walang free time pero alam nya yung tungkol samin ni Lance. Hindi nya ko tinolerate na magboyfriend ng maaga pero wala din syang nagawa ksi gusto ko din.
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Si Lance na nga yung lalaking matagal ko nang pinapangarap. Yung SIGNATURE MAN na pinagpepray ko talagang makita.
I jut down to my small notebook why he qualifies to be my SM (Signature Man)
Sweet
Oo. Sweet sya! He gives me flowers, chocolates, stuff toys. He also serenades me with songs, always reminds me to eat at te right time and doesn't forget to text/call me everyday.
Intelligent
Magkaiba kami ng school pero alam kong matalino sya! Engineering student e. He checks my assignment everytime I'm already finished and correct some of my mistakes.
Gentleman
Oo sobra! Pag nakain kme hinihila nya yung upuan bago ko umupo. He carries my bag when we're going home. He treats me like a princess.
Naughty
Medyo, he cracks some of his jokes and always makes me laugh.
Adorable
Tinatanong pba yan? Malamang oo. Nung nagkakilala kme nagwapuhan na agad ako sa kanya and I know na marami ding may gusto sa kanya.
Talented
Definitly, nagpeplay sya ng instruments and He has a beautiful voice.
Understanding
Yes. Iniintindi nya yung mga differences nmin at ang mga dahilan ng pag-aaway namin.
Respectful
Surely. Nirerespeto nya ako, he always says 'Po' na para bang ate nya ko.
Extra-ordinary
BINABASA MO ANG
SIGNATURE MAN♀
HumorThere's a difference between who we love who we settle with, and who we're meant for. -- May nakilala ka na bang SIGNATURE MAN? Hindi yung magaling pumirma, o yung may mga signature things. What I mean is, yung lalaking may mga qualities na SIGNATU...
