Never be afraid to tell what you feel. You don't need anyone's approval.
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I was about to fix myself bago pmunta kela Travis nung tumawag sya.
Calling.. Travis BB
"Oh baket?" mataas na tono ng boses ko.
"Don't be cold, call me BB para sweet" Nag-iinaso, kabwiset!
"Chura mo! di pa tayo. Bat ka napatawag?" Change topic ako.
"Nacancel yung flight ni papa. Bka next week pa daw sya makauwe" Sabi nya.
Para kong binunutan ng tinik sa dibdib. Natatakot kse akong mameet ang pudrakels nya.
"Haay salamat!" Huminga ako ng maluwag at sure akong rinig nya (at amoy?)
"Sge punta nlang ako sainyo later. See you! I love you BB ko" He said sweetly, sooo gaay!
"Ge" I answered coldly.
"Sabihin mo mahal mo rin ako" Ang kapal, demanding.
"Mahal mo rin ako" I said then ended the call. Philosophy Major Hahaha
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After couple of hours, may kumatok sa pinto namin. I was waiting for Travis here sa sala. I stood up and opened it,
"Hi Shane" Bati sakin ni Carla, pinsan ni Travis na nakilala ko nung birthday nya. Matamlay sya at parang namumutla.
"Hello Carla! Pasok ka?" Niyaya ko sya but she resist.
"No. Hindi na, I just wanted to inform you na di makakarating si Travis. He was in the hospital, may Colon Cancer sya, stage 3. Kakasugod lang namin kni-kanina." She said.
"Weh? Totoo ba yan? Baka mamaya kalokohan lang yan?" I smiled to hide my feelings, nag-aalala talaga ko and I don't want to face the reality na totoo yun kaya I joked.
"I'm not joking" She said then cried.
She wiped her tears and asked me if I could visit Travis. I nodded. Sumama ako skanya sa St. Lukes Medical Center. Alam nya yung room at iniwan nya ko nung nsa may pinto na kme.
I saw Travis sleeping. Lumapit ako skanya and stared at him. Ayoko syang gisingin, I just wanted to say my feelings before it's too late.
"Travis Jacob Aguirre! Alam mo bang mahal na mahal kita? Nakakainis ka man, love padin kita. Wag mko iwan, di ko yata kaya. Please be with me always!" I said while tears are flowing from my eyes.
I hugged him so tight, then when I'm about to kiss him, nagtaka ko. Bat sya nakangiti e tulog? Tinitigan ko sya. Ang lapit ng muka nmin sa isa't-isa, mga 2inch lang ang pagitan. Dumilat sya na ikinagulat ko.
"Ang tagal nung kiss, paasa!" Nagsmirk sya at nagpout. "Bat naiyak ka?" He added.
"Bat di mo kasi inamin sakin?" I answered.
"Inaamin ko nman lagi sayo e. Lagi kong sinasabing mahal kita, ikaw lang yung pakipot dyan. Kailangan pa palang maospital para umamin" He is teasing me.
"Hindi mo manlang inamin sakin na may sakit ka pala, stage three pa" Tinalikuran ko sya para di nya makitang naiiyak ako.
"Stage three? Hahahahahahahaha" He burst out of laughs.
"Anong nakakatawa e mamamatay kna? Iiwan mo nako kung kelan mahal na kita" I faced him at inemphasize ko yung words na 'Kung kelan mahal na kita'
"Hahahahahahahahaha" Hinawakan nya yung tyan nya kakatawa. "Empacho may stage three Hahahahaha" pulang pula sya kakatawa "Malalang pagtatae Hahaha"
I was like O_o Anong sabi nya? Nagtatae sya? Empacho lang yun?
"This award is given to Miss Carla Aguirre, Best Supporting Actress" Pumasok si Tita Claudia at may binigay na trophy kay Carla.
"Thankyou for this award" She waived then bow.
"And the BEST ACTRESS AWARD goes to-" *drumroll* "Shane Chelsea Vasquez" Announced by Tita Claudia then she gave me my trophy.
Nagpalakpakan papasok ng room sila Faye, Kuya, Mimi, Dada.
Tulala ako as in tulalalalalala! I can't imagine na umiyak ako sa harap ni Travis at napapanood pala nila mimi. Nahiya ako ng sobra kaya I put the trophy on the side table at tumakbo palabas ng room.
"Shushunga-shunga ka na nman!" I said to myself while running.
Di ko alam kung san ako papunta at wala akong paki sa mga nkakasalubong ko. I felt the ground nung may nkabunguan ako. Parehas kaming tumilapon sa hallway ng hospital.
"What do you think you're doing?" She said. Taray e, kala mo sinadya ko.
Pinulot ko yung dala nyang basket of fruits na nalaglag sa sahig then give it to her while saying "Sorry"
"O M Geeeeee. It's you! The one who is outside the house of Travis earlier. The girl who is talking to manong with her pajamas" Ang arte ng bati, lalong nkasira ng mood ko.
Sinamaan ko sya ng tingin. "You're Elle right?" tanong ko.
"Oo. Bat ang sama mo makatingin?" Tinaasan nya ko ng kilay.
"Ang sama mo kasing tingnan. Tse!" I said to her then I toss my hair and leave her alone.
Kapal, feeling maganda! Ang arte, di nman bagay. Elle? E LLEbag ko lang nman sya!
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