"And if somehow you knew
That your love would be untrue,
Would you lie to me?"
~Drake
Joel
"He still look good."
I admired him from afar. Funny how I just got here and he's the first person I found. Usually when you go to a house party, you never find the infamous person who threw the party, but to me, he just stood out.
"Girl,"Megan laughed after looking in my direction. I reverted my gaze from him to her. She shook her head before speaking again. "You are something else. What happened to 'fuck that nigga' and so on and so forth?" I rolled my eyes, looking back towards him. He was dapping up Chris Brown.
"Oh they cool cool, ok then,"Grace sounded from behind us over the booming music. She handed each of us our promised drinks as we laughed at her comment. "Hey, we should go speak,"Megan said after sipping her drink.
Her fascination with Chris was extraordinary so I knew she wouldn't pass up an opportunity like this. Her and Drake were childhood friends that never drifted and Meg and I met in college as we were roommates the first two years. One day during the summer, Drake was throwing one of his unforgettably, facetious parties and Meg was invited and needed somebody to tag along with. Fortunately, I was available. She snitched to him about my little crush, he ended up being interested and the rest is history. Then, boom, three and a half years down the drain because of my separation issues. We haven't conversed in about a year and a lot happened between then and now, so just being in his house again made my stomach turn.
"Y'all, I gotta fucking puke."I told them, Megan leading the way through the crowd of people. "Joel, you better not fucking throw up on Chris Brown, I will step on your neck."Megan snapped, looking back at me. "Shut up, Meg,"Grace shook her head. "Girl, it'll be fine. You know he don't have bad blood forreal. Relax,"Grace told me. "You know if he say the magic words, she gone be right back fucking 12 times a day,"Meg laughed. I rolled my eyes at her untrue statement as we made it to our destination.
"Drizzy! Happy birthday, brother,"Megan greeted, making him turn around and smile at her. "Oh, you made it! Thank you, thank you,"he hugged her. "Wassup, Grace. I ain't seen you in a minute." "Facts, we gotta catch up,"Grace responded, going in for a hug. "Yeah, yeah, no doubt."
My heart stopped when he looked at me.
"Come on, G, I see him,"Megan sounded, pulling Grace along with her as she saw Chris moving through the crowd. Talk about perfect timing.
He looked down at me, slyly smiling. "Hey, Jo,"he spoke, the sound of my name coming out his mouth making me melt. "Hey, Aubrey,"I smiled back at him. "Happy birthday. I'm sorry I didn't get you anything, it was short notice." "No, no, don't trip, thank you for showing up. Made my night, believe it or not."he smiled, taking in my outfit.
Amused, he furrowed his eyebrows, looking me up and down. "Yo, this is fire. This Toni, yeah?" I laughed, looking down at my outfit. I sported a large, white, long sleeve button up and stocking with black pumps as Toni Braxton did on her Breathe Again album. "You know it,"I teased, spinning around, making him laugh. "Oh, and you cut your hair? Ok, I see you, I see you,"he hyped, applauding me.
"You know I missed you, right?"
Drake
"Fuuuuuuuck, Aubrey"she moaned in pleasure as her eyes rolled to the back of head. She dug her nails in my chest, slowly but surely riding the fuck out my dick. I don't know what nigga she been practicing on but it paid off.
"Shit, Jo,"I groaned, gripping her hips. She bit her lip, smiling and speeding up. "You gone come in me, papi?" "In you?"I raised my eyebrow in amusement. Not only because of her choice of words but her choice of words. I'm just saying, the whole three and a half years we been together, she ain't never said no shit like that.
I quickly flipped us over so that I was on top before she could even respond. Throwing her legs over my shoulders, I started pounding her shit. She started moaning louder than ever, clawing at my back. "Be as loud as you need to, baby,"I told her, shoving my face in her neck. "Baby, I'm gonna come, pleaseeeeee don't stop,"she managed to get out seconds before she squirted on me. Not even finna lie, that set me off.
"Shit,"I panted, slowly pulling out and laying beside her. "You didn't even tell me you was finna bust,"she giggled. I laughed, rolling over to look at her already looking at me. "You ain't tell me you was a squirter." She smiled, stroking my face, "a lot can happen in a year."
We stayed staring at each other for a while, and it was a comfortable while, until she spoke again. "I'm such a fuck up. You were the best thing to happen to me and I fucked it up. I don't even want to say I'm sorry because it's just not good enough. I really missed you, Aubrey. I need you to love me how you did and how I know you still do...please."
Her eyes began to water and I closed mine to avoid looking at her.
"I missed you too. And I love you more than life itself, Joel. I mean I wanted to marry you but you know, shit happens that we just have to move past. Not saying I'm past you because I'm not, you did and still do mean a lot to me, it's just...this was a mistake. I should be the one apologizing because you don't deserve this but I just can't, Jo, I can't be with you."
I felt her hands leave my face and her presence leave my side. Opening my eyes, she was redressing herself faster than I'd ever seen anybody dress. "Wait, Jo,"I said, hopping out the bed to put my clothes on too. "No, Drake, it's cool, I got it,"her voice cracked. I dreaded seeing her face, knowing it would fuck me up even more.
"Joel, it's deeper than the surface, I swear. It has nothing to do with you, babe, I'm just not fit for a solid relationship right now because I got other shit go-" "Aubrey,"she cut me off, looking me in my face. Her makeup was already starting to run and to describe her expression as heartbroken would be an understatement. "Happy birthday."
She walked out the room, back into the party. I threw myself onto the bed, loudly sighing out. "Fuck,"I said aloud, rubbing my hand down my face.
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Part 2 ?
And y'all no cap it's not even that I've had writers block cuz a bitch be having good ass ideas, my ass just lazy as a mf 😭 like I be bored af and be like "yk what I should go finish one of them parts" and I just never do it 🤦🏿♂️ I'll get it together eventually
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~Midas 🌸
Q: how was your thanksgiving ?
A: shiiiiiiiiiit man ion even eat thanksgiving food fr bruh (flame my ahh, do what you do I done heard it all 🙄) but when I tell you I fucked that food UP today 😭😭‼️ like I was so damn hungry I ain't even wait for mfs to get here I just started eating cuz dude I was literally starving omg
