Y'all...Ik y'all don't give a good gotdamn about my life but I just really fr deal almost lost it and I need to tell somebody wtf is going on 😩 not really but a young boss nigga (me) just almost got a train ran on her and I'm not even the slightest bit ok 🤦🏾♀️
Ok so first and foremost, I'm not injured or what have you, I'm perfectly fine, physically, thanks for caring 🙂💜 before starting, I am a virgin and plan to keep it that way 💯 if you are young and still have your virginity, you're going far in life 😌
Anyway, so yea it was this party that my brother friends (he just met them like 3 weeks ago 🙄) was throwing and one of them, Hendricks fine ass, invited me so I was like bet, imma pull up or whatever but of course I wouldn't go by myself, that's lame and not safe at all whatsoever 💯 guys do not ever go out publicly where a bunch of strangers will be by yourself, that is a recipe for disaster 🤦🏾♀️
Moving on, so I brung bout 2 of my friends (that's really all my friends 🙃) and we was just finna get lit like shit 🤷🏾♀️ we got there bout 10;45 to 11, it started at 9 but we was finna make a scene cuz that's what boss bitches do 💁🏾
So one of two friends, her name being Dior (fye af, ikr 🔥😭) was "talking to" Hendricks but we all knew wtf was goin on there 🙄 anywho, when Dior, Karma (the other friend) and I got there, Dior skated to find her lil boo (mind you it was his house) but when I got in, I was looking for my brother, Malekai but Karma ain't wanna be by herself so I just stayed with her
Sooner or later we found some "juice" but I knew wtf was going on there cuz I'm not stupid and you could clearly smell it 🙄 but Karma was going in and I was just like do you girl. I mean I was still turning up but ya know, alcohol is really freaking terrible to me I just can't 😭
But Privacy came on so you know a nig had to act out one time for the one time 😏 so ya know the kid was freaking on the floor wit my bestie and then all of a sudden I hear this nigga hyping me up so my headass self go even harder and shit 🤦🏾♀️😂😂 but then the song went off and I was just laughing wit Karma about it as we walking to get her some more "juice"
We talkin at the bowl and the nigga come over and when I tell you he look fresh out of GQ magazine bitch he was magically delicious 😩 so he come up and he was like wassup and I'm just standing there staring at him because who tf sent you to talk to me and try to fuck my life up ??
So Karma stepped on my foot and I almost slapped that hoe but I didn't to spare her already drunk self. She said hey to him followed by myself, now more comfortable since she said something and he would possibly wanna talk to her instead of me. Mind you, I ain't even know what this was for, I came cuz I was invited. (Soon learned this was a college party 🙃)
So dude was like "what y'all doin here? Y'all know Hendricks?" and we said yea and he started talking some more smooth shit and Karma was answering everything nicely but he kept looking at me and I knew he was cuz I was already staring at him 💀 but then Karma was like she had to go, partially cuz she noticed too but Malekai other friend, Tracy fine ass, came in and she is so in love wit him it's crazy 😭😭 but yea she dipped on the kid and I was shook
The shookness was obviously in my face cuz he was laughing but it was so damn sexy I couldn't help but get a cup of "juice" and down it, idk why I had to do that but I did and it was so not wavy 😒 but he was like damn you fuck wit Hennessy like that so I lied and said yea 🤷🏾♀️ (forgot to say his name was Sade { sa • day} 😍)
So we was still talking and I was actually getting into it after awhile cuz I kept getting more "juice" every time he did something worth dropping panties 🤦🏾♀️ we eventually ended up dancing together (me backin that ass up like a dump truck and him and niggas being niggas 🙄😭)
Fast forward to when shit was getting cereal 😬 idk how it happened but we was all hugged up in a lil corner tonguing each other down 😂😂 it had to be in a corner cuz my brother was gone beat his ass 🤷🏾♀️ but yea, that was happening then he was like let's go somewhere else and my dumbass was like yea sure
So I followed him upstairs and he went to a very specific room but I ain't think nothing of it 😑 so we was steady kissing when the door opened. See the normal person woulda stopped but I didn't, thinking whoever opened the door just accidentally did it and would quickly leave. But the door didn't close back so I looked back at it and I see Hendricks, Tracy, and somebody else, Chris or Craig or whatever tf it was. These niggas was really undressing and and this nigga Sade was tryna get my dumbass to keep kissing him talm bout "baby calm down, they just finna watch us right quick ight"
And the crazy thing is, this nigga said it like it was the most obvious thing ever and like I was fuckin overreacting. Like at this point I'm uncomfortable so I get off him (I was straddling him 🤷🏾♀️) and I just look between all of them. They over there by the door looking equally as confused then Tracy gone laugh and say "nigga you at tell her? Bitch ass, niggas can't depend on you for shit"
Then Hendricks comes in talm bout some "facts, nigga, I got it. Listen, baby, we not gone hurt you or rape you or no evil shit like that, we just tryna make you feel good." I heard the word rape and I had to mfn blast bitch I jetted out that mfn room so damn fast, you'd think Usain was a turtle compared to me like I was not goin for it. I ain't never ran that fast in my life and meanwhile, I was screaming my brothers name so I was really bout to die.
I found him and he was talking to Dior who was most likely looking for Hendricks but did I have some shit to tell her. So I'm standing there dumbing down everything for my brother. Now I'm not no snitch ass hoe but y'all niggas not finna split my virginity 4 ways fuck what you talm bout. So I'm telling him and Dior stupid ass gone yell Hendricks name as him and others are coming down the steps. My heart drop. I almost went into cardiac arrest. They were coming for me and you couldn't tell me no different. So I dipped.
I wasn't drunk but I wasn't sober but I had to get tf out. And I drove Dior and Karma there but I ain't give a damn about them hoes, it was a life or death and if they were my friends they'd understand (this was not ok 💀) so I went home and prayed bruh I really prayed and apologized to sooooo many people for no reason but still, I was just grateful nothing happened to me. Then it dawned on me that I was a real hoe cuz I was willing to give up my virginity like it was nothing 🤦🏾♀️
Then I calmed down a little and texted my friends and my brother and then I came here and just started going in 😭 moral of the story is please be responsible 24/7 😩🙏🏾
Don't do stupid shit, don't drink, don't smoke, don't trust a fine ass nigga when he walk up to you, don't go anywhere by yourself, don't leave your friends with the dudes who almost ran a train on you, don't just up and give your virginity, don't do anything you're not comfortable with and what have you. Just be careful and responsible. You get one life and it's ok to live it to the fullest but there are no do overs my guy 🤷🏾♀️
I DO NOT CONDONE UNDERAGE DRINKING AND OR SEXUAL ACTIVITY WITH SOMEONE OUT OF YOUR AGE GROUP ‼️ IF YOU OUT HERE TALM BOUT "hennthing is possible" AND FUCKIN LIL DAE DAE AND FRIENDS FROM AROUND THE CORNER, YOU DONT DESERVE TO BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS BEYONCÉ 🤷🏾♀️ YOURE A THOT AND YOU DONT WANNA BE A THOT, HOES ARE FINE BUT DONT BE A THOT 🙏🏾
Fw me tho 😂 vote, comment, share, and wtf ever else goes here 🤦🏾♀️ or don't, but hopefully you do 🤞🏾 (it's about 2am rn 🤷🏾♀️ I got home around 12, it took 2 hours to write this)
~Midas 🌸
Q: Run It X Chris Brown or Kiss Kiss X Chris Brown
A: Run It 😍🔥 it was on while I was doing this part so 😭🤷🏾♀️ but issa major bop 👌🏾 (omfg kiss kiss came on right after and it's on shuffle I'm shook af 😮)
