Chapter Twenty Three

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Paiton's POV

I stared into Carter's dark brown eyes that were full of guilt . After a few moments , he sat down at the edge of my bed . He ran a hand through his messy hair and looked back at me , before sighing .

" Paiton , I'm really sorry . I just saw you flirting with Shawn and it just made me jealous , ok ? The thought of me loosing you breaks my heart and I never want you to leave me . I love you and I was just looking out for us . I didn't want him hitting on you .... I'm sorry babe " Carter spilled , biting his lip at the end .

I felt all tingly inside . He told me he loved me once again . I wanted to forgive him and kiss him and everything to be okay . But my mind wanted different .

" he hurt you "

" but he loves you "

" you're in the hospital because of him "

" it was just an accident " I thought .

" Carter , Im in the hospital because of you and your jealousy . You need to control it or else I'll be back here again . You hurt me , forgot that I was even alive and breathing for like 5 minutes . You can't act like sorry will make everything okay , because it won't " I breathed .

His eyes got glossy and he looked away . " S-so you don't love me back ? " He whispered , biting his lip slightly . I inhaled deeply . What was I suppose to say ? I mean I love him , but we just met a week or two ago .

" I've been thinking about that answer . I know I've said that I loved you in the past , but then I realized that we just met a few weeks ago . It's impossible to love someone that fast and- "

" I believe in love at first sight . Because that's exactly how I fell for you " Carter interrupted .

I felt like my heart was about to burst . " And I don't think that I can tell you that , not yet anyways . You're a great guy and I like you a lot , but let's just act like normal friends . With DigiTour starting tomorrow , I just want to be focusing on my fans " I finished .

Carter stared into my eyes . I saw a small tear run down his cheek but he wiped it away reluctantly . Then , he nodded his head and stood up . He kissed my forehead .

Right before he was about to leave , he stopped in his tracks . " I'll wait for you Paiton , as long as it takes " He said . And with that , he walked out of the room .

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Hey guys ((:

Short chapter but just enough to get a cliff hanger going ! I kinda lied about not posting , I really wanted to update another chapter for you guys before I left for a while .

~ k

Twitter - @iDateCarter

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