unconditionally

Chapter Thirty Two - Part 2

Paiton's POV

" He .. kissed all of my cuts , told me he'd never leave me or do anything to hurt me - but he did . You don't understand how much it hurts " My voice cracked and tears streamed from my eyes .

Carter hurt me - bad . Sure , he probably didn't know that I was suicidal but I am . I can't change the way I feel . I stopped cutting for him but now there's no reason to stop .

Taylor scooped me up and wrapped me in his arms tightly . I laid my head in the crook of his neck and cried . Not only because of Carter , but because of my past , my dad's death , not being good enough - everything .

After a while , I pulled away . I rubbed my now puffy eyes and sniffed , staring into Taylor's eyes . " You wanna know what I think ? " He asked gently , wiping the ruined mascara out from under my eyes . I nodded my head .

" I think you're beautiful . You're such an amazing and talented person , Paiton . You're worth so much . You aren't perfect , because nobody is . But to me , you're close as hell to it . What Carter has been doing to you isn't okay , in fact it hurts me seeing you upset . You deserve so much more and better than him , you should be able to trust him but instead you never know if he'll stay or leave you . And Paiton , I love you . I really do . I love all of your flaws , too . I'm willing to build you back up again , if you let me in . This whole tour has been really hectic . But you " Taylor smiled . " You keep me sane " He finished .

I smiled widely . That was probably one of the sweetest things anyone has ever said to me .

" Thank you .. so much , you have no idea how much it means to me " I say . We stared at eachother for a moment . Then , Taylor cupped my face and pressed his lips against mine . This couldn't feel more right .

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