Temperamental Love (Larry Mpreg AU)

7. Hi, little angel

This chapter talks about abortion and idk if that's a sensitive topic for anyone but yeah. I'm pro-choice but I respect everyone else's opinion on the matter :))))))

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Harry woke up the next morning only to find himself rushing to the bathroom, throwing up the nonexistent dinner he had the night before. He stayed at the toilet for a while before getting up to brush his teeth then going back to his room.

He sat on his bed while staring at the pamphlets the doctor gave him that was on the table. He picked them up and finally looked through them. Most of them are about how to eat healthy while pregnant but one of them caught his eyes. It was an abortion pamphlet.

Harry definitely did not want this baby. Part of him did, deep down but an even bigger part of him absolutely did not want to have a baby that would remind him of the one he loved, the one who left him.

He read through the pamphlet and it talked about how it was an extremely simple and safe procedure that could be done by his ob-gyn. He read that if he did decide to have an abortion, he'd need someone to go with him and he thought about Paige but he didn't tell her he was pregnant yet so his mum would have to take him.

Harry knew his mum's views on abortion but then again she did say that she would support whatever decision he made.

His mum walked into his room shortly after with a breakfast tray and the smell of bacon wanted to make harry throw up while the smell of the eggs had his mouth almost watering. Pregnancy was fucking weird.

"Good morning my love," Anne said with a smile while setting the tray on Harry's nightstand and kissing his forehead.

"Morning," Harry mumbled and tried to force a smile but nothing happened. His, mum smiled sadly and took a seat on the bed next to him.

"How are we feeling this morning?" She asked. "Do you want me to call Paige? I'm sure she wouldn't mind missing a day of school so you guys can hang out together,"

Harry shook his head because he had other plans for the day. "Mummy, you know how you said you would support whatever decision I made right?" Harry asked while keeping his gaze down on his lap.

"Of course," Anne said.

"Will you please drive me to the clinic today?" Harry said, his voice barely audible but his mother heard him.

"Harry, you want an abortion?" She asked, slightly shocked.

"I don't wanna have this baby mum. I-I can't have this baby. I'm not ready and I simply don't want to," He said with tears building up in his eyes.

Anne sighed loudly before bringing her son in for a hug. "And you don't have to if you don't want to. But H listen to me, the moment I had your sister and you, the moment I first looked into your eyes, I had never felt so much love until then. You guys are my entire life and I wouldn't trade that for anything. I'm not trying to convince you to have this baby but are you sure this is what you want?"

Harry gave her a weak nod. She pursed her lips before getting off the bed. She kissed Hary's hair before walking towards the door. "Eat love, then get ready so we can leave for the clinic," She gave him a small smile and Harry nodded.

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They got to the clinic and Harry thanked the Gods that there weren't many people in there. He signed in and filled out the application they gave him and waited for his name to get called. After what seemed like forever, a nurse came out and called him to go to another room. His mom gave his hand a squeeze before letting him go.

Harry kept walking towards the door he was told to go to and all the while walking there he kept reminding himself that this is what he wanted. He wasn't making a mistake. But why did he feel like he was?

Once he got inside, he was greeted by the doctor in there and was told to take off his clothes and get into the gown provided by the clinic. He went to the bathroom and changed then came back into the room. Again this is what he wanted.

But as his legs were propped up against the procedure table, and as he eyes the tools next to the table that was probably gonna go inside of him to kill his and Louis' baby, something inside of him flipped.

He did not want this.

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"Is it done, sweetheart?" Anne stood up when she saw his son walk back into the waiting room with tears in his eyes.

"I-I couldn't d-do it mum," He hiccuped.

"Oh baby," Anne said while wrapping her arms around Harry. "It's gonna be okay honey we got this. You're going to make a great father,"

"can we go?" Harry asked after a while and Anne pulled back and nodded.

The car ride back was quiet. Once Harry got home, he finally checked his phone after days and found so many missed calls and unanswered texts from Paige and the most recent one saying she would come over after school. Harry smiled at that. Although he didn't have Louis, he had his mom and his best friend and that was enough for him.

He put his phone down on his nightstand and looked down at his stomach. He had a bit of tummy before he got pregnant and it still looked the same. He wouldn't be getting a bump anytime soon and Harry was thankful for that.

He lifted up his shirt before rubbing his thumb on his belly gently.

"Hi little angel," He whispered with tears in his eyes. "I know you can't hear me but I just wanted to tell you that I almost did something really bad today," A tear rolled down his cheek and he quickly wiped it. "But I'm glad I didn't. I'm really glad,"

When Paige came over that day, Harry told her everything. She knew Louis had left but the pregnancy was a surprise to her but she promised Harry she'd be here for him no matter what.

Harry told her how he didn't want anyone knowing that the baby is Louis' especially Louis' family. He wanted nothing to do with Louis and that wouldn't be so hard since he was in another country.

Louis might've not loved him, but his baby would. Harry felt like that was more than enough.