Come on guys. Constantly giving my hopes up and telling me lies to make me beleive in myself only to come to the same conclusion that I'm not everything you guys build me up to be? It hurts every single time. You guys go on to say I'm a good author and that it's okay and you give me five thousand reads and two hundred votes but then I read over my own works and have friends irl criticize my stories and I remember I'm just a garbage fangirl with no talent. I'm not amazing. I'm not creative. I'm not smart. I'm not a good person. Why do you guys do this to me?
Whatever. Thank you guys for this. Even if I don't deserve it, it at least makes me happy for a period of time. When I write I forget about what happens in the world and I imagine what's it's like to be loved by my favorite characters and get lost in my dream scenarios. The fact you enjoy them makes me feel less like a human trash bin, even for just a moment. It's only a matter of time before I'm shot down again, but while I'm happy about this let me give you an image throwup because Fandomz need fanartz.
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Pokemon Boiz, Gurlz, And Non-Binary Peoplez x Reader
FanfictionGuess who learned how to write stories for EVERYONE regardless of gender or sexuality! (Because I stopped being in denial and came out as pansexual) This gurl right here! So this is out stereotypical oneshot book for Pokémon. Nothing else I really n...