8~ voices

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We made is back home in complete silence.  Still kinda shocked what Tyler told me. We made it home and I realized there was another car parked in the drive way.
"Ugh he's early" Tyler said rolling his eyes. I made it to the the house and and Tyler stopped me. "I want you to meet someone."

He opened the door and my jaw dropped. JOSH DUN NOOO FUCKING WAYYYY
I probably stood there for a good 5 minutes because Tyler began to talk.
"Crystal," he began to say not trying to laugh, "this is josh."

"Hi crystal nice to meet you" He gave me a hug and my inner fan girl started to come out. "H...hi... ni...nice to meet you" I turn to see Tyler and Jenna on the verge of laughing "oh shut up"
"So" Tyler started, "Josh and I have to rehearse so we will be down stairs of you need us."

They headed down stairs and I sat on the couch bringing to doze off. A few hours I wake up with a blanket on me. I look at the time at it's midnight. So I decide to go up stairs to go to bed. My life is starting to get better. I thought. But this is only the beginning.
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A couple weeks past, me getting used to way of life and I'm starting school tomorrow. Ugh not looking forward to that. Also old habits don't die hard am I right? Even though I promised Tyler I wouldn't hurt myself I couldn't stop. It's just something that's a part of me I guess.

I wake up and check my phone. It's Sunday at 7:30. I get up and throw a sweatshirt on. I've always put it on in the morning. It still hides that. Tyler has still been suspicious but hasn't asked.
Why do you still hide from him crystal, he will soon find out and will want to unadopted you. Just go back where you're from. You don't belong here.
I turn around as I hear the voice. Recently I've been hearing it more and more, I've also given a name to it. Tyler told me to give a name to my demons and I given one to this one.
"What the fuck do you want this time Neo."
Thats their name neo. All of my insecurities, fears, thoughts. Into one person.
You know exactly what I'm here for Crystal. Simple, just give up. Not worth it anymore you know? You're always hiding behind that stupid fake smile. And schools starting tomorrow.. you know what that means more fake bitches to screw with your head.
"I'm going to be fine. I'm doing so much better"

You're lying to yourself again crystal. We all know you're not fine, Tyler and Jenna know also.

I feel a tear start to form, "but I'm not!! Schools going to be so much better then it was. And life would be better if you weren't here!!"

But you know there's only one way to get rid of me.

"I'm not going to!!"
The tears start to fall as a fall on my ground

But I know you want to

"JUST STOP" I scream. It doesn't take long for Tyler to run into my room.

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