26~ promise?

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A few days later I was allowed to go home. I haven't missed home in forever, I just want to be in my bed and sleep.

We arrive to the house in complete silence. I have headphones in listening to the new music Tyler said him and josh were going to release. He wanted me to listen to before they would release it. As soon as we pull into the drive way I immediately run upstairs into my room and sleep.
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"Crystal, can you get up?"

I'm awaken by Tyler lightly shaking my side as I lay quietly in my bed.

"What time is it?"

He checks his phone, "roughly 2, but you have been asleep all day, and I think we need to have an actual conversation of what happened,"

I get up and don't even bother to put on long sleeve or anything, I just have a twenty one pilots shirt on and shorts My secret was out, and plus the bandages they put on my arms feel even worse rubbing against my raw skin when I'm wearing long sleeves.

Speaking of my wrists, the doctor said I had to keep them wrapped until my next appointment, which is next week.
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"Now remember," the doctor started, "have the dressing changed everyday, I would suggested having one of your parents help"  I looked over at Tyler and Jenna, clearly noting that Tyler seemed very uneasy about doing it, so Jenna said she would.
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I headed down to the living room and sat down. Tyler turned in a few lights and sat down opposite to where I was sitting.

After all that happened I still feel so many emotions towards him. Angry that he would accuse me of bringing Blurryface back into his life, upset he has to see me like this, upset at myself for running away. I look at him to study his features, hair still completely a mess since the hospital, and now I really notice the bags under his eyes from the lack of sleep either from me or blurryface.

Or both.

I sit there messing with the bandages until he starts to talk.

"I wanna know crystal, why? Why did it turn out like this? Jenna and I thought that everything was getting better with you, I thought you were actually happy"

Many thoughts flood through my brain.
Don't yell, don't yell, don't yell

I sigh, almost on the verge of crying. I know I won't though, I've cried to much. "I was, I thought. Going on tour with you guys was amazing. It took my mind off of the thoughts that kept me awake many nights. But I guess it started all coming back right when tour ended. I was no longer side tracked from all the thoughts."

"But why would you take the board?"

"Why? Like I said I was completely lost Tyler. I started to forget who I was as a person. I was just planning on going there just to think about things that had happened. But something told me to take it. So I did. I fucked up badly I know that. I can't take back the past though Tyler."

He look at the ground in confusion before saying anything. "We both cant take back what happened. I said some things that caused you to get to this point. I blame myself for causing you to get hurt. If I just didn't let emotions get the best of things that day you would have not almost died. The sad truth about it though is that I might of hid Blurryface, but he will always be there, so will neo. We just have to fight the demons together."

"Together?"

"I mean, you are my daughter after all, whenever something happens to me I'll let you know, but you have to make a promise also"

"What's the promise?"

"Promise me that whenever something's wrong, whenever neos getting the best of you, that you will let me know"

"I promise Tyler. Thank you"

I got up from my seat and gave him a big hug.

"You truly do feel like my dad"

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